Saturday, May 31, 2008

random.

Stephie suddenly calls me poo. TWICE. I was at the dance academy and didn't have my phones next to me. So when I checked them, there was a misscall and a text msg. It was from Stephie. I thought she wants to go out or something. But the first sentence was, 'IVANNA POO!' I went 'huh??' inside. Came online only to see this in my chatbox.


Ivanna Poo! Again. LOL!!! Checked the mirror though. I don't look like poo. Hmm. No idea why she calls me poo. She used to call me skinny banana. So I guess that means I gained weight and I'm not a skinny banana now but fat so she's calling me poo to remind me to poo to lose weight. =P Okay that was lame. XD



Suleen said she feels like a lesbian. Why?? She was camwhoring with my phone. So I camwhored with hers.

And set it as her wallpaper. XD



Someone tried to tickle the devil out of me today. If you all remember well, I once introduced my lil ballet friend Crystal. She loves to hog me. She's really loud and naughty but awfully cute and lovable in a way that you just can't help it that she's soooo naughty but you just gotta love her.

She's always asking to take pictures with me but never taking any proper ones. *tiring*

She also did this to me and had all the kids laughing at me. LOL.

Though she's really really naughty but I still love her. =)



I have skinny feet. They're ugly. Especially when I wear heels.

But they look cute in crocs. Right? XD



I ALWAYS get bored in the loo.

Camera phones are really handy. =D Besides having games to play that is. XD



I can look totally different.

Like when I tie my hair up. =D



I get bored at night before I go to bed.

Camwhoring before sleep is fun. It leaves you smiling before you sleep. XD



Sometimes you just don't wanna grow up.

The swing just makes you feel like a total kid again. =)



Sleeping is quite a chore to me. Having to try to sleep and having to try to not fall asleep and having to wake up the next day.

Thus, I camwhore even when I'm sleeping. =P



So you're wondering why don't I camwhore when I wake up?

How am I to camwhore looking as messy and dumb as this??? LOL!!



I admit I'm a poser at times. But don't blame me.

I get it from dancing. =P



Christmas is fun. Santa hats are furry.

But they're definitely not cotton candies you dumdum!! =P



You smile, I smile.
You laugh, I laugh.
You cry, I cry.

You emo, I emo too. Hiaks!!


*** ALERT : FUNNY PICTURES AHEAD ***


Christmas is the joy of giving not receiving.

Thus I gave my sisters a good present. Myself for laughter. XD



Fairies do not exist.

Only if you make believe that you're a dum lame funny crazy fairy. LOL.



Mirrors are fun to camwhore with.

But not when they're so short and low and standing on the floor you just can't take a full view of yourself and end up with sore and not to mention, disfigured looking legs.



Swan Lake is suppose to be sad.

Then... WHy do we all look so happy and crazy here? LOL.



Two guys hanging out together and sitting really close and sharing magazines are not all gays.

Cause I'm sure that they're not gay. Kinda miss hanging out with them though it was only once. LOL.



Bruises may be cute.

Especially when they're so randomly bruised in place.

But not when they're ugly as this.

Don't start throwing up now. LOL.



Faces are for free expression.

Which explains why I love making silly faces like this. HAH!!!! XD



Crowns make you feel grand and majestic.

But they also turn you silly. LOL.

Oh yea. I danced the lead in this. Explains why I'm in gold and in a big tiara. Juliana's my flower girl. Er.. Her mum forced the crown on her. So yeah. Now we both have tiaras.



This is a really random post. Super random. Ahh.. Just trying to cheer myself up. =) Goodnight now.



rotten.

My ankle really hurts. My ankle is really.. killing me. Doing the splits halfway, I strained it. Felt the tendon pulling. Hurts badly after that but I danced anyway. 4 hours. On an empty stomach. Yeap. Woke up at 1015 this morning and realized it's too late to eat. Washed up, showered, changed, text my mum asking for the car. Waited. Parents came home and I had to wait again. Dad wanted to clean the car. In the end, I just grabbed half a carrot and waited. Class at 1115 was okay. Somehow, after not attending few classes, I seem to do better. Having the will to do better and wanting to work really hard. Class ended at 1230. Went to 3rd mile and got some drinks despite my Japanese flag. Next class was Grade 6 and Grade 8. 4-630. Did work out. Felt so good. I LOVE WORK OUTS!!!!! =) I managed my 16 fouette pirouettes today. =D I love dancing. It's a big part of my life and I'll never let it go. =) Anyway, came home and had dinner. My first meal of the day but since I've not eaten the whole day, didn't really have any appetite to eat. Didn't eat much then. Suleen's gonna kill me when she sees this. =P Heehee. Anyway, I need the loo now. Toodlessss!!! =)



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Dancing keeps me happy. Helps me forget all my worries and my depression. =)



Friday, May 30, 2008

monnneeeyyy!!! XD

This morning I woke up in a really depressed mode. First thing I did, played the piano. Halfway through Kiss-Because I'm A Girl, I cried my heart out. After another 2 songs, dad came home so I stopped playing. Practically, I cried the whole morning. Halfway through the mugs, tears started flowing and I ended up bawling in the toilet. Halfway through my apple, I broke down again. That was just how tearful I was. Spent half my day crying. That's all.


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Work was sleepy today. Maybe cause my eyes were feeling awfully dry. Steph came by to do more polyshrinks. So funny yet cute. I had to take Suleen's car home a while to change my pants. =( Nothing much practically.



Suleen said monkey sleeping. Still emo. I didn't talk at all half the time I was at work.

Suleen's bikini pig on a panda box.

Playing with it.

Cinthy Che watching me play and thinking that I've gone mad.

Some of the polyshrinks Steph made. The ones that I decorated. The dog and its paws, the car and the signs, the lizard, the cockroach, the ostrich [WE ALL LOVED THE OSTRICH!!!!], the panda and bamboos. Didn't get to take the rest though. =)


Suleen and I shared the Donald pillow to sleep on. I took my camera to take picture of the spotlights and she just started fixing her hair. *roll eyes* Snapped away with her then.

I've got really fat round chubby cheeks.

It's just soooo fat and round!!

Besties for life.

Scrawny hand ready to ....

She said that I look hyper to take pictures with the Mickey.

Oops! Cinthy che came back from 'late lunch'. XD

Don't dirturb me!!

I knew she was gonna take pictures of our legs.


And here's the story that she made up herself.

Hmm.

Kiss kiss.

Eeee!!

Sleeping.

Hehe *evil grin*

Huuu..

Playing game!

Don't pay any attention to me!

'!$%^!$^!'????


LOL she's so lame.

Suleen : You look like a guy!!
Me: Heyyyy...

Suleen : Don't take pictures with you anymore!!
Me : Eeee... =(
Suleen : Okay okay..

Me : Yay!!
Suleen : Huh?? O_o


Fell asleep after that till they woke me up to get my pay. YAYYY!!! MONEEEYYYY!!! XD

Sleeping. Like a pig.

Now I look like just like a lil girl here.

With my chubby cheeks I look like a little baby here. ZZzzz..


Due to Japanese Flag, I couldn't attend class tonight. =( Badly wanna go but daddy said no. Cause I went home to change my pants. If you noticed, my shorts were white then brown. Went to Spring for Sushi King!! This time, we decided to take all the cheap plates from the conveyer belt. Though we got our pay but we gotta savveeee!! Unlike her though. =P No offence babe. Hehehe. Saw Melvin. Walked around after that. Looked for clothes and stuff. Went to Padini. I'M SO GONNA GET THE SKIRT NOW!!!!! XD Went to MNG after that. Still my fav store. =P Brought a lot of clothes in to try but as usual, LAZY TO BUY!!! Seriously. I've got the cash but I'm just lazy to spend. I'm a lazy spender. I'll spend if I'm in the mood and if it's necessary. Typical I know.

I like MNG skirts!! But I'm still gonna get the one from Padini. =P

She made me try the tube.


She looks hot!! XD Weeehhh!!! XD


Went to Sushi King again to takeaway some supper for our parents. Saw Jason Wong. Then we had a really long girl talk on the way home. Instead of playing songs like she requested, I striked up a topic. It was a really nice long talk. Something we don't do everyday. =) Love ya babe! Came home, got so disappointed and annoyed cause mum actually didn't want to eat but dad asked me to get something for supper but mum said no and he didn't tell me mum doesn't want to so in the end, the Sushi goes into the fridge. =.= Suleen just laughed at me. PIG!!! Oh well.

Basically sums up my day. Depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, not so depressed, not so depressed, slightly depressed, not depressed, expressionless, slightly cheerful, cheerful. Though, I was still depressed inside. Didn't even start a commotion in Sushi King today. Didn't laugh at Suleen's lame joke. Sorry babe.. =( Anyway, class tomorrow from 1115-630. Toodles!