Wednesday, May 31, 2006

I'M SORRY

IS IT THAT OBVIOUS? I'M SORRY.. I DON'T MEAN TO HURT YOU IN ANY WAY... I DON'T MEAN TO GIVE YOU A HARD TIME... I DON'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY.. YOU KNOW HOW BROKEN I AM.. I'M JUST TRYING TO GAIN BACK MY OWN TRUST.. THE TRUST I USED TO HAVE IN MYSELF.. I'M SORRY..

I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY.. I'M SORRY..

finally!!!

finally!! blogger's been dragging and lagging and i waited for at least 15 mins or more for this stinking page to appear!! >< anyway... slept real late last nite.. due to two FACts..

1) sending stupid pictures which just WONT get thru.. i wasted at least 3-4 hours trying to send the files over..
2) dreading da time my baby leaves for taiwan.. sigh...

well... i was awake till 3.. and he woke up... asked him to give me a call when he wakes up.. and he did... talked for a while.. *sob* missed my baby... counting down to the day till i can hear his voice and see him again... sob.. promised him i'll sleep.. so i went to bed.. at around 3.30 i finally dozed off.. woke up at 9.30.. my baby off his phone already.. =( dad called home... played da hymns for this sunday again.. den decided to come online.. i haven's even MANAGED to fully sign in my messenger and my dad's home.. with my aunt and cousins from miri... sigh... was gonna blog for my baby... but... sigh... anyway... so they're here.. the two rugrats.. they're very kuai actually... not like those kids that love RUNNING around the house and messing things up.. sitting there quietly watchin cartoon... the wild.. yeh.. that was what we watched.. i feel so childish.. watching cartoons and stuff... lol.. but... oh well... went out with them after that.. man i feel bad.. cos they speak mandarin... and my aunt speaks hockien to me... and my hockien.. well.. SUCKS! argh... anyway... walked to sp later... bought this.. "magic-wallet" at urban design.. is that the name? hmm.. costs 15 bucks.. nothing special la.. i just like it cos it's flat... i don like smth bulky in my pocket that makes me look .."fat".. walked to tj later.. they spent more than an hour at popular... lol.. reading chinese books and stuff.. and u noe i'm a banana and i don understand chinese.. oh welll... they went to h20 for dinner.. i just had a cup of coffee.. saw yi tian them there.. hmm.. yi tian was.. "sushiliciousing" and i was "coffeeliciousing".. anyway... needed to go to the washroom after dat.. told my aunt.. y not go over to the toilet at holiday inn? hehe.. 3 facts i like bought hotel toilets..

1) no need pay 20 cents..
2) free tissue..
3) got AIRCOND and it's not STUFFY!!

hehs.. went home after that... had my bath.. had one uncle tobys in strawberry flavour.. couldn't help it later but my gastric came... ugh.. cooked some maggi mee with prawns.. yummy.. it was SPECIAL in a way i cooked it specially which i'm not gonna tell how.. but i'll make it for him.. hehe.. anyway.. came online after a while.. and waited for my baby... well... that's all i have for today... wanna continue chattin with my baby and look at him from webcam.. seeyah!!


baby.. i love u!! miss u lots..

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

here's smth... i'm lazy to blog right now..

PCK vs SEX
Message: Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to
Chu
Beng's
son, Aloysius

Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?
PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same
like
when you dig your nose with your finger
mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more
than
men ?
PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig
dig
your nose, your nose feel better than your
finger,
right ?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get
raped ?
PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load,
den someone come over and dig your nose,
you
like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex
when
she is having her menses?
PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go
and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your blain, use
your blainnn ..........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing
condoms when they are making love ?
PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you
like
to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not
the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in
private ?
PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your
blainnnnn ................... you go and dig your
nose in
flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very
good.
PCK : Aiyah ...... ," Best in Singapore, JB,
some say Batam, and now, the whole world!"

Monday, May 29, 2006

todaee`

alrite.. i'm feeling VERY bummed.. =( my baby's leaving the day after tomorrow!! *sob* feeling so sad... woke up this morning feeling like "shyt".. no idea why.. but "SOME" ppl affected me with their sadness.. hmph... and my baby had to go to town and calm me down and cheer me up... well.. he did... love him! hee.. argh.. no idea wad to blog.. i missed tuition again.. hmm.. i've been missing pbk a hell lot.. lol.. wad to do.. i had exams for the past two weeks.. and tonite? well.. i went out just now... mum picked me up LATE at 5.30.. sent my baby home first.. reached home myself at 6.. plus i need a shower and dinner.. by the time i'm done it would be 7.. heck.. no need go tuition lah! my dad thinks there's no tuitions during hols.. hmm.. i'm gonna spend my hols alone.. sob.. sigh... still have suleen and caryn... my forever babes! lol.. yeah.. gonna make sure i hang out with them like shyt! hee! alrite i'm tired of blogging.. goodnite..

horoscope??

I am a Cancer.
(Also known as "Crab")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" A failure by definition, a Cancer is both a conservative and an opportunist, stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. Nothing and no one is capable of changing her mind, but she loves to argue, just to make fun of her opponent and look better in her own bulging eyes. " (Read more | Find yours)

I am a Gemini.
(Also known as "Twins")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" Eternally childish - both intellectually and emotionally, a Gemini simply refuses to grow up, and will often mooch of off someone until old age. " (Read more | Find yours)


alrite.. i may be known as a cancer to most but i'm part gemini part cancer so i guess i need both.. hmm.. but i seriously don get the part about me being a failure by definition? hmm.. dang.. i still don get this crap but yeh i'm childish in a way.. that's who i am rite? so it's up to u to love me or not to love me..

Sunday, May 28, 2006

sadness`

sigh... everyone seems sad... and it influences me badly.. REAL bad.. meaning.. if someone close to me goes sad.. i'll be all upset too and moody... yeh dat's how BAD it gets.. sob.. oh well... currently missing my baby again.. sigh... anyway... hoping that "those" ppl cheep up asap.. i wanna be happy to ya noe? sigh.. *sob*

Saturday, May 27, 2006

dedicated to u~ the joy bringer to my life..

i never knew that it would be u,
how can this be so true,
all this while i never knew,
nothing worthwile can i do.

i never knew that this could be,
how can it be just u n me,
how the world evolves around us,
true love waits but it's for just.

i long awaited for someone,
to hold me tight and keep me warm,
all though before there were none,
i knew that i had been a bum.

i never realised that u'll be there,
your heart you willingly gave to me,
all this while my life had been unfair,
but then this word came up dat's "we".

u loved me for who i am,
u stood by my side whenever i'm alone,
u're the shepherd and i'm the lamb,
n made sure i'm not skin as bone.

when the day u said "i love u",
i din noe that it was a dream come true,
but then i came to know the truth,
it was like a toothfairy that came for my tooth.

u held my hand and never let me go,
u held me close as tho i would be snatched,
n now my heart shall fear no more,
even if i fall u're ready to catch.

Friday, May 26, 2006

-untitled`

this post is left untitled.. my hun needs me now... so i'm goin to bed... lol.. see yah..

blogging blogging blogging

ahh... finally exam is over and i'm finding peace here rite now......NOT~!! ugh.... no more stress.. whee... ugh.. i dono wad to blog about... lol.. currently just being lame la actually... so oh well... nyeh! blablabla.. dowan blog anymore!! grr...

Thursday, May 25, 2006

exam?

yes it's almost over.. wad a joy.. wad a delight.. wad a RELIEF!! dang.. anyway... wad was i doing
on tuesday nite? well.. my mum bought this 100 diff colours of thread thing for my sis.. the colours were in a TERRIBLE mess so i volunteered to arrange it.. how smart ritE? took me a WHOLE hour to arrange.. dang.. lol.. anyway.. look below... it looks better rite? haha!


100 colours.. phew... hectic.. i didn't study... lol..

anyway... my sis was doing her packing.. yea she came back for her marketing trip.. and she's in sg now... but she dropped by at kuching for 3 nights.. she managed to get me a be-earlied bdae pressie furthermore..


it's all white choc... gotta get my hun to help me eat this up.. since he loves white choc.. lol..

well... she left for kk on monday with my dad... my dad wanted to see how kk is.. lol.. well at least he bought me a shirt from O'reef.. and da bad thing was? i gave my sis the wrong size.. guess i'll just have my mum to sew the sides up then.. lol.. well my dad's back.. came back on wednesday... hrm... and my mum left for sg with my sis... these two "lao gu"[old cow].. lol.. kept leaving me home alone lately.. sob.. sad.. haha.. well anyway... my mum's not gonna come back till sun.. sigh... been to the library.. to see my hun... lol.. argh.. cant wait for exam to be over.. i've got visitors on my forehead thanks to the exam stress i got.. lol.. and i've been sleeping for every single paper nowadays... i really need to catch up on my sleep i suppose... lol.. oh well... todya was horrible.. and i don wanna talk about it... except during the afternoon when i get to see my hun again.. hmm.. anyway... this is how i'm getting to look like for exams lately.. lol..


i seem to have the words "don-try-messing-with-me" written all over my face ey?

oh well... dat's all i'm gonna post for tonight.. heck it's 11.27 nearing 11.30 and i'm supposed to go to bed already.. lol.. oh well... goodnites ppl... mwahs!!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hmm..

i cut my hair!! hee.. from.. [left to right]


and i got bored in the car..took more pictures..



oh well... the things i do when im bored..i feel so vain.. well.. i am anyway.. hee!! lovin da cam lots! im facing a BAD cam whore.. crappy.. hee!! i love the first, centre and last pic.. that makes a diagonal.. a winning tic-tac-toe.. hee.. win my heart? love the pics.. chillin out rite now...

well... went to hock lee for dinner just now with my sis.. had sushi.. rm22.50 altogether.. omg!! lol.. bought some slipper sandal with bells.. will post the picture up soon.. lol.. sis borrowed rm50 from me to buy her working shoes.. grr.. that made me rm50 poorer.. does that even make any sense? lol.. anyway... went to travillion a while... cos "someone" asked me to go there.. when i asked who else is there... said.. only gerald da baboon.. no one else.. alrite.. i went.. followed him to oregano.. end up.. FUH!! so many ppl.. then heard a girl calling me... turn around.. stella.. oo.. went to greet her and talk to her.. hee.. then went back to talkin to dat idiot.. then heard someone calling me again.. look up.. end of the table.. chung aik.. hmm.. lol.. went to talk to him.. next to him? ivan.. opposite them? jade, timmy and terry.. hmm.. lol.. so called no one i know.. ergh.. lol.. talked to them a while.. den idiot called me sobb sobb.. lol.. fine.. go talk to him.. then baboon was tryin to bully me.. hmm.. nah.. unintentionally.. lol.. anyway... i had to go off after that.. oh well... came home... did some things.. now im online.. blogging this.. hmm.. that's my life today.. seeyahs! hee!!

being bullied

my sweetie is bullying me on the phone.. *sob sob*

Friday, May 19, 2006

exam-ingg..

lol..when i look at the title im gonna have for this post..it makes me laugh.. lol.. y? cos.. it's exams? lol.. im damn STRESSED! argh.. oh well... actually i don plan to blog today... but... oh well... nth else to blog liaooo!! heeee!! im hungry.. and missing him.. sob..

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

some pictures unposted..


crying my last tears.. they'll never fall again... u make me smile...


the monkey said.. "STOP! STARING AT ME!"


compare this two.. which do u think belongs to me? hee!!


my k-time twists.. hun loves it.. lol..


dragon fruit..


my ski bar delite..


exam atmosphere during recess..my seat is just somewhere nearby.. lol..


yes please wipe ur stinky feet b4 entering my blog..


my tatty bear drawing..


hmm..


that's the one i have on my leg.. drew it yesteday during exam.. haha..


finger tattoo..and i got 2 demerits for that.. i had a clean record and this ruined it..


my arm tattoo..

finally~ my fidelity of life...

to start off..stare at my funny face below...*big grin*


i actually banged the back of my head b4 taking this pic and it ached badly and i'm still smiling..

i've just realised...that... i haven't been bloggin..since i came back from kl? omg... that's like.. a total new record for me.. hee.. anyway... there's been a lot going round lately... havin exams.. and heck? ugh.. im lack of sleep, dehydrating, half dead? just plain sore.. and a cat is purring madly outside... sigh... well... been busy for the past few days catching up on my studies... heck i've not realised how much there is to catch up on.. =P hey im a rebel after all rite? *grins* going to the state library a hell lot lately.. sigh... anyway... it was mother's day on sunday.. went out with my hun to get a gift for my mum on friday.. supposed to go out for a movie and stuff.. ended up we couldn't catch the earliest one.. sigh... sad.. anyway... bought my mum a nice perfume at body shop.. he chose it.. i just went round sniffing like a dog.. [just kiddin] lol.. after payin for it hun decided to get a nice paper bag and lifted my spirits when he said the bag's for me.. ended up it wasnt.. hmphh... lol.. went round parkson after that.. looked at the toys.. how childish of us eh? *huge grin*


just how adorable he gets playing a round with the teddy dat says "love me lots"..lol..sweet..

called my dad to come and pick me up at 9..there was a jam as it was wesak day and they had the parade thing going on that nite.. my dad merely missed the road block down ellis road.. whew.. got home... made a nice box for the perfume..but..i currently don have the pictures in my phone anymore... hmm.. anyway... mum woke up from her sleep around 12... came into da room... look at me lying on da bed there like someone love sick.. said "eh u don always like this until neglect ur studies ar i tell u.." *walks away* inside i was thinking... scold me don even noe wad i had been up to.. sniff.. sigh... nvm... mother's day comin.. give u face a bit.. lol.. went to bed after that then.. woke up next morning, sat, arnd 7 smth? hun was awake.. both decided to fall into an hour long's slumber.. unfortunately i slept on till 9..stayed in bed till 10 as usual... i miss my sat routines of waking up at 12.30.. sob.. mum showed me my FAVORITE [mark that.."favorite"] it was left to drown in clorox..sigh.. and.. the results..


the end of my favorite body glove shirt.. sigh..

got ready for theory class.. waited for my dad to come home with my breakfast..kolo mee.. hmm.. rushed off for theory class then... sat there feeling so blur... don noe wad mrs. sim was talking about.. something about faults in music writing? interrupted? smth like dat... ugh.. then i found something interesting...


last year's rainforest opening nite performance in eastern times!! whoo!! bet neither of u can spot me.. lol..

hmmm.. came back home... made SUSHI!! yummy.. din get to snap any pics at all... mum's sushi roll was kinda a mess... fat and flabby... mine was tight and small... damn dat sounds.. a lil... erotic? hmm.. anyway... dad ruined my appetite... by complainin this and that.. and he never understands dat when my face reads "don-mess-with-me" i mean it.. sigh... went into the room to finish my theory work after that.. got ready for my guitar class and ballet then... it was tiring as usual... strummed the same song.. photograph by nickelback... hmm.. ballet was.. interesting.. refreshed memories of the sleeping beauty act we did the previous year... and i... did all 5 fairy parts at one go as they forgot.. hmm.. it hurt my brain and my butt.. oh well... was supposed to go to youth.. but i didn't.. hey my butt was aching alrite? lol.. anyway... had church the next day.. [currently havin beryl's bitter sweet chocolate while bloggin this] went for lunch... it was too late to go and get my hair trimmed... went for ballet at 2... finished at 3.30.. stayed in imh.. it was kinda funny then.. after i hung up with him on the phone... was sooo tired.. sat on the couch outside my piano studio... it was so cool there with the fan twirling.. tried to sleep... from 4pm.. closed my eye... *someone walks past* i wake up.. went on till i finally dozed off at 4.10.. jerked awake at 4.20.. looked at my watch.. "CRAP!!" dash into the studio.. my class started 5 mins ago.. =) hehe.. well.. went home... STUDIED... ugh.. add maths paper the next day... sigh... and bm... technically... i DON'T know what i actually wrote in my essay... darn.. went to the library again... to study for my bio... as usual... didn't study again... hehs.. went home.. skipped tuition.. STUDIED this time... lol.. [currently eating dragonfruit] damn... lol.. i've had.. one k-time twists, two choc waffles thing, 2 apricot golden boronia nougats and one beryl's? i've such an odd lunch.. hmm.. anyway... yesterday.. bio paper was... alrite i hope.. sigh... english.. hah! i think i'm mentally havin a CRACK in my head writing something i'm not up to writing at all for the continuous part of the essay... ugh.. "freedom"'s the title.. crap.. lol.. well... went to the library.. got myself registered..

lady : did u bring ur student card?
me : erm i don have a student card.. i only have my i.c..
lady : then how to prove u're a student?
me : er.. i'm still 16?
lady : *look at my i.c.* oh.. form 5.. ok.. u go there blablablabla

lol.. heck.. haha.. anyway... hun came arnd 4.15.. i left at 4.45.. sob... sigh... went home.. studied.. [I NEED SLEEP!!!] sigh... slept at 11.45 after hanging up the phone.. slept under his command.. *grin* woke up at 3.30.. dragged myself to the room next door.. opened my bio book.. looked at the wordings.. rested my head on my soft baby pillows.. and slept.. till i woke up.. 4.30!! i wasted an hour SLEEPING! *sob* tried to study study study till time for school... sigh... da physics paper went fine.. i hope... bio... cant believe it.. even da girl next to me was sleeping thru the first half of the paper... think she slept for more than an hour.. lol.. look that's her pigging.. haha! >>>

anyway... school ended.. came home.. suppose to sleep..under his command.. but due to the fact that im not done with my blogging yet.. sigh.. *drags* lol.. well... that's all for today actually.. hehs.. so dat's all i presume... another week of exam to go.. wish me all the luck in the world then.. hehehehe... oh well... i guess that's all i have to blog for today then... till then... tata.. hmmm... i'm currently on the phone talking to nobody? weird.. my hairy baboon fren is odd... VERY odd.. and he calls me a foosa... lol.. wad to do.. dat's how crazy people get around me.. hmmm.. oh well... that's all then...

Monday, May 8, 2006

back from kl... ^^*

yes peeps! im BACK from kl!!! and it was just soooo TIRING!! lol.. shall we start from.. friday? alright then!
Friday [5th May 2006]

flight was at 7.. had to miss school again.. hmmm.. lol.. woke up at 5.. and my aunt and uncle stayin nearby came to send my parents, my eldest sis and hubby, and me to the airport.. was extremely TIRED after all the "i'm-tryin-to-stuff-my-clothes-and-things-into-my-bag" nite.. lol.. it may be a 3 days 2 nites trip but still.. i gotta pack my outfit for my sister's weddin too rite? [forgot to mention.. the food in the plane SUCKS!! the omelete was GREEN and the sausage? about the size of ur thumb only]] hmm.. arrived at kl... went to drop of our baggages at Holiday Villa Subang Resort and went to One Utama after that.. went walkin in and out of stores again as usual... hmm.. bought Vanilla Beam ice cream from Gelare and went to my favorite outlet.. Body Glove.. tried on this pink blouse with collar and a denim skirtit's so matching rite? lol..

anyway... msged my "boo" all the way... after he came back from school.. went to buy sushi for lunch.. ate at the foodcourt tho.. hmm.. went back to the hotel after that.. i had my OWN room!!! yeeha!! lol.. watched one of my fav movie.. Flubber.. he's just sooo adorable!! especially when he started dancing.. hmm..
cute rite?

lol.. went to take my shower after that.. a nice bubble bath in da tub.. got ready for dinner at my bro-in-law's place.. there was a black out den.. da electricity got cut off.. hmm.. saw the next door neighbour's puppy.. it's just sooo ADORABLE!!
so white and adorable...i wan it.. sob..

lol.. went back to the hotel after that.. sis stayed with me.. slept kinda early.. but was a bit too excited to sleep myself.. must have missed my "boo" too much..

Saturday [6th May 2006]

hmm.. woke up at 5.30 da next morning.. followed my sis down for breakfast around 6? hmm.. we were d only ppl there.. had da usual cereals.. scrambled egg.. and some chicken sausage.. had some fruit juice.. 2 glasses actually.. a mixture of guava with mango and orange.. it tasted GOOD! hey i'm always up to crazy things but it always taste good.. hmm.. lol.. went upstairs to get our clothes and stuff and headed to the saloon then.. got my eyebrows done.. finally... it looks better now... and da shape is better than the one last year.. they helped to blow my hair straight.. they insisted and asked me not to be shy.. hmm.. changed into my outfit and put on my make up and stuff.. this was how i looked like.. dang.. my eyes are so small.. so pitiful rite? lol..

took some pictures b4 leaving the hotel for church.. the guy at da saloon who plucked my eyebrows for me helped to take the pics for us with my cam..there..sis jayne's missing.. sigh..

headed to the church then..there's the mass.. with holy communion but strictly for catholics only? oh well.. lol.. after it was all over.. we headed downstairs for refreshments.. lunch actually.. den went back to the hotel.. sis got ready and went back to the saloon and stuff around 2.. while i went swimmin with my eldest sister and her husband.. went to the jacuzzi which was friggin cold.. isn't it suppose to be hot? hrm... the oddness.. oh well.. went into the steam room after that.. and my bro in law actually followed us into the female's steam room? heck! luckily it was EMPTY.. lol.. anyway... went back to the room to change into shorts.. leave the bikini top.. went downstairs to the bowling area.. and heck.. the guy was practically playin a joke on us.. lettin us in and askin for da quantity of ppl playin and decided to send my sis and i back to our rooms due to "i'm sorry miss but u're not allowed to wear singlet.." wad da.. ish! went upstairs and changed.. told my sis on the way down in da elevator that if the guy says "sorry miss but u're not allowed to wear shorts.." i'll KICK him hard..
this was what i wore.. -.-"

anyway... went back up to shower and get ready after that.. im cancelling the conflict part of what happens after that.. hmm.. gotten changed and stuff.. sis jayne came... was msgin my "boo" all the while.. forever there for me.. hmm.. sweet.. gotten my make up and everything done..
how i looked like.. hmm.. my eyelashed was just like a doll's.. >.<" lol.. ] went down for tea ceremony... then it was dinner time.. it was just sooo GRAND!! in other words.. aristocratic!! exTRAVAGANT!! sigh... it started off with their entrance into the ballroom.. oh.. the wedding dinner was held at the classics ballroom just downstairs at da hotel.. there was a live band playing too... after the couple sat down.. there was a special performance.. with two BIG swans... i'll post the video up soon.. hehe.. ended with 3 ppl holding signs up.. 1st was 'Marriage Made In Heaven'.. 2nd.. 'Dinner Is Served'..funny i noe.. lol.. 3rd.. 'Allan [crossbow heart] Loves Anna'.. and da dinner starts with live band playin.. and me starting off with a glass of scotch whisky then.. dinner went on.. then there was red wine.. and then 4 glasses of white wine.. honestly.. white wine tastes better than red wine.. and everyone starts to dance then.. and i started gettin a lil high then.. with aunt stephanie cheering my glass.. hmm.. danced the nite out for the very first time in my life.. my parents, sis jayne, sis leela and her husband had gone up by 11.. i stayed a lil longer till it was past 12... and my "boo" kept me companied.. sigh...this was how i looked like before the nite actually ended.. hehs..

we danced to the twist.. YMCA.. La Bamba.. and PRACTICALLY all those yummy oldies that just cant keep u off ur feet.. u just gotta dance and dance.. *slurp* then it was time to rest.. went back up to the room.. and my SUPER DRUNKEN bro in law practically did, asked, and said the silliest things ever.. for instance..

*in the elevator with my sis and bro in law*

him: *looks at me den look at my sis* who is she?
her: my sister la!
him: *wad's her name?
her: ivanna!
him: wad's she doing here?
me: *laughing away like mad* lol!!

outside my room.. my mum, him and her..

her: *to him* u noe who's she?
him: ur mother la..
her: wad u call her?
him: *smiles to my mum* mother *walks into the room smiling*
my mum: *so blur and laughing*

LOL!! the craziest things just happened when u're drunk.. my "boo" spent the nite with me.. hehs.. actually he went to bed around 1.. but told me to TRY and wake him if there's anything.. and i woke him around..2 smth? nearly 3 i tink.. and he called and accompanied me.. and den msged till i went to bed at 4..

Sunday [7th May 2006]

happy 17th bdae my "boo"!!

had my "boo" called me den.. and talked.. i was a lil feverish then.. hmm.. went on chattin.. till i went down for breakfast after sending him back to bed cos of headache.. hmm.. nth much after that then... watched baby geniuses.. so cute.. sigh.. lol.. flight was at 5.05pm.. after sending jayne back to her apartment at puchong.. rushed to the airport then at 110kM/h.. whoa... kl highways.. tsk tsk.. lol.. da food tasted better this time.. at LEAST.. lol.. reached home around 7... took my bath... unpacked my bag.. read my storybook.. suppose to read my bio.. lol.. but i was on cloud 10.. thanks to my "boo".. hehs.. smiled the whole nite even to bed.. lol.. went to bed then... my "boo" tucked me in.. ^^" hehs..

today [8th May 2006]

was soooo DAMN TIRED IN SCHOOL!! lol.. ask suleen about it... sigh... oh well... guess that's all... havin tuition in like... and hour's time? sigh... till then... missin my "boo".. *winks*
i drew this last nite..lol.. for my "boo"..

currently missing : suleen... caryn.. wendy.. anthea.. and my "BOO"..

Thursday, May 4, 2006

more picsss..


me and my best fren suleen.. peace.. she feels cute all the time.. lol!


me and my sis anna.. she's the bride to be.. lol!


one of the dresses at zerlina..


some dress that i tried at vision boutique..


it's so white.. it's so angelic.. it's just beautiful... sigh.. i wish i own it..


see!! don fart!! lol!! be silent!! *puuuttt!!* lol!! this was in the cc.. hahaha!!


feeling a lil bored and lonely? lol.. naww just jokin..