=.=

Was randomly surfing around the web when I found this.







Finger ring watches. I want this so badly!!!!! That day when my sis bought hers, I was full of envy. I was there browsing with her and to such utter nuisance, it appears that my fingers were too small. Practically one size smaller. =( I just looked with envy as my sister chose hers happily. She took the one that I wanted. =( And only ONE actually fitted me and it wasn't a beauty. It was plain with a green face that had a red flower in the center. =( If you look in the 5th picture the green faced with a moon pattern below the blue faced one, I wanted that one. I wanted the white or was it purple[?] one. And they didn't have my size. I practically almost tried out each. I gave up putting them on, letting my fingers drop and watching the watch slide down my fingers onto my hand. So I counted the er.. what do you call em? Aiyah. Each had 13. The one that fitted had 12. Disappointedddddd!!!!!! =( Sis went out of the shop happily with a ring watch and I came out empty handed. She suggested we look elsewhere and spot for more. But none. Seems like that was the only store that had em. Prolly in whole of Kuching. =( Wait, think we did spot some. But I counted, 13. I walked away. =(


Looking at the pictures practically makes me sad. I WANT ONE!!! It's not my fault I've got small fingers now. It's not my fault that I can just envy those girls with those nice stainless steel rings that I can never find my size in. And it makes me mad that the two rings I'm wearing now are falling off either due to the cold weather or my fingers just practically got skinnier again. It's no fun. =( I want a ring watch too!!!!! I'm thinking, changing the straps of one of my old watches and turn it into a ring watch. Brilliant? No. Doubt it'll work. Sobs. I'm gonna crawl onto my cold bed and huddle under my blanky and cry myself to sleep. Kidding.



I WANT A RING WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!



*evil glares at sis*

dubs dubs. =)

I went to get my hair trimmed. Front and sides. =D Planned to drive there this morning but oh no, daddy had something else on his mind. Since I was unable to get back to sleep then, I continued reading. I finished the book already. Started yest. Not a bad book. One of my fav brands lately, Little Black Dresses. The Problem With Valentine's Day. Quite interesting, though, I skimmed through some parts that seemed rather er.... nonsense? My point, it was just boring useless elaboration and rather out of topic and random. =) But I'll rate the book 4/5. =)

Anyway, went to trim my hair after lunch then. At my grandaunt's place again. =)



Before.... Oh ignore my pigtails. =D Boredom really KILLS at times okay?

After. The rain was extremely heavy and the wind was awfully strong my hair became a mess. =(



Went home. Combed my hair. And TADA~


I think I look a few years younger. =D

Nah I think I look pretty much the same. =)




Rushed to class after that. Was a little late. =D But I ended up not dancing till almost 8. =( My stamina was low so I just had no energy to pick up my feet. And fell asleep outside sitting on the floor with my head resting on the red plastic chair. Reminds me of how I used to sleep in school. Suleen you remember right babe?? XD Class tomorrow[Saturday = later actually] at 1115. =) Wondering what should I have for breakfast. Mummy said she's gonna buy me dried wantons. Yum. =) Baby see!!! I'm eating!! =D


Anyway, I changed my header's picture. Opinions? Comment on this post. Don't flood my tagboard please. =) Guess that's all I have to blog about tonight. =)


Oh and baby, this is for you. =)
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MWA MWA!! =)



It makes me smile making you smile.
And you smiling melts me. =)
Miss missing missed.





14 MORE DAYS!!!!





Haiya since people's been asking, yes. I'm off the market. Happily off the market. =) Though, I was never really back in the market in the first place. I'm on my magic carpet. Dubs dubs.



Who will see the beauty in your life ;
And who will be there to hear you when you call ;
Who will see the madness in your life ;
And who will be there to catch you when you fall..



Nice song. (;

found!

this is rather embarrassing. but since amber aka ambaby aka berberboo wanted to see pictures, here are some that i found that really makes me laugh again. This was during recess, chalks that Suleen and I stole from primary school next door before school started, and my table. =D


*vandalize vandalize*

artwork! =D


you may click to enlarge. But yeah....this was 2 years ago k? =D


and somethings you probably wouldn't ever see me doing again.




Unless I'm that bored again. XD




GAHHHHH I MISS HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

I was gonna post up some photos of the usual vain me but then I realized that the photos are in the other phone and I don't have the cable for it.

This morning when I woke up, the very first thing that hit me was;

"I wanna watch American Pie.."

The next thing you know, I was barfing into my pillow and I farted and snorted out loud that my neighbours came knocking at the front door and the pest controllers came and so did the health department due to the heavy odour and noise. =)

And if any of you were to believe that what I just stated is true, feel free to go knock your head on the wall.

No idea why I'm feeling ridiculous tonight. Anyway, went out around 5 something, hung out at Suleen's, ate 4 oranges, an apple. And we went out around 9. Went to Parkson. Didn't know they renovated some part of it. There's UCB there now. Err.... I think it's just gonna turn out to be a shopping haven for richies. These people should start thinking, KUCHING PEOPLE AREN'T ALL RICHIES ALRIGHT? Not that we can't afford, but it's not exactly worth spending hundred over bucks on an exclusive top that you might probably only wear to functions where it actually fits in and exactly how often will you be attending functions like maybe once a year only? So, yeah. =) You get my hint.


Alvin : Am I gay? *shakes*
Magic Ball : Signs point to yes.

*lol*

Alvin : Do I like guys?
Magic Ball : It is certain.

*LOL*

Alvin : Am I handsome?
Magic Ball : Certainly not.

*LOL!!!!!!*

Alvin : Am I a stud?
Magic Ball : Signs point to yes.

*ROFL*

Alvin : Should I trust you?
Magic Ball : Signs point to yes.

*ROLF!!!!*

*moments later*

Alvin : Should I buy you?
Magic Ball : It is doubtful.

*ROLFMAO*

Alvin : Should I trust you again?
Magic Ball : Signs point to yes.


Suleen and I were soooo cracked up the whole departmental store could hear us. This' just part of it. I can't remember whole thing now. And it just makes me wanna laugh out loud when I think of it. XD


Felt like a supermodel today. Thanks to my outfit. Aww c'mon! At least for once I'm not complaining I'm fat. I felt extra tall and slim today. =)



Hey boyfriend,
I miss you. =)




*whallopsss!!!*



15 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!



Kill joy. Just feeling excited. I have no reason. Dubs dubs dubs. =)

=D

I FOUND MY SHIRT!!!

The one that my brother in law wanted to buy for himself cause it comes with this keychain thing that he wants but he couldn't fit so he bought it for me!!!



cute right?? But I can't wear it.


-Byung- says:
no u cant wear dat wif me


see. hehehehe. =P okay okay. I won't wear it.


=D Just kidding dear. XD

addicted.

Everyone has got a secret side
A winding path up to a door that's open wide
You think you know me but I'm changin' all the time

'Cause if I wanna be sweet
If I wanna be wild
If I wanna cry like a child
If I pick up the world in the palm of my hand
I guess that's just who I am

This is me
Can't ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me

Sometimes life is a confusing thing
And when I talk it seems like no one's listening
Try to be an angel, but I just can't find my winx
'Cause I wanna be sweet
But I wanna be wild
If I wanna find my own style
So, I make a mistake, then I do it again
But I do it the best day I can

This is me
Can't ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me

More than what you see
Finding out who I can be

This is me
Can't ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me









i miss my baby boy. (;



uh-oh someone feels perasan. XD
baby thinks he's cute and sweet. =P
okay okay.
he IS awfully.
gahhh.
miss miss.
I miss that korean boyfriend with that giant appetite. (;



I'm still singing


you're my sunshine after the rain;
you're the cure against my fear and my pain;
cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around;
it's all, it's all because of you......



=D



Don't know why I'm all excited about this.........





16 MORE DAYSSSSS!!!!!!!



XD

thoughts.

My arm looks like a twig. LOL XD

Trying to think of what to blog about but it's not helping with the renovation going on next door. Hammering, drilling, what else? Anyway, I'm tired of uploading pictures into my blog. And also tired of posting multiple times a day. XD I may be bored but I guessed there are other things to do than bragging about nonsense here. With music pumping through my headphones, my brain doesn't seem to be doing any thinking either. And I feel like dancing every minute. =D Life is happy, life is good. And my dad just gave me a heart attack. =S *yawns* I feel like sleeping badly. But I don't wanna be called a pig again. =P Think I'll start waking up early again soon. =D But then again, I LOVE SLEEPINGGGGG!!!! With my super comfy sweet smelling bolster, how do you expect me to not love sleeping??? XD Current song playing......




you're my sunshine after the rain
you're the cure against my fear and my pain
cause i'm losing my mind when you're not around
it's all, it's all because of you..




LOL I feel a little gay.. But it just speaks my mind.. =) I'm gonna go dance nowwww!!!!! Around the house. =P And probably sit on the kitchen sink and daydream. =D I'm full of oddness and randomness I'm probably just losing my mind. =D Anyway, I got carried away. Some old photossss!!!!




my other half. =D

Rawr.

Back then ok? =P

Ooh kinky. =D

Fridays.

An example of what students do in class. Sit on the floor and camwhore. hahaha =P

During our free time.... process of climbing.

FLY!!!!! XD

I flew!!!!!!!!!



Back to Form4, in our fav classroom.. We had the bio lab as our classroom.. It was AWESOME!!



My bad girls.

And we still sit at the first table right in front of the teacher. XD

See how messy our table is? It's the messiest. =D

And I still love this picture. XD

Exclusive picture...







Caryn's sweet 16th!!!
Was awfully sweet right?? =P
And they'll KILL me for this. XD





18 more days.
Still counting.



Miss miss =)

poof.

19 more days! =D



Anyway, I just got home.

From driving my mum's car.

ALONE!!!!

XD

Okay.

Was actually just picking her car up from the workshop. Needs some spraying. Hehehe. Since mum drove dad's car, the only transport left was dad's motorbike, and the two bicycles. Obviously we took the motorbike. My legs were shaking all the way. And my dad was going so fast the wind was giving my legs goosebumpsssss!!!! My hair stood on ends. And my heart skipped beats whenever he reaches a turning. GAHHHH!!!! But it was fun! So was driving back and then there was this SUPER slow stupid VIOS [if I'm not wrong] driver.. Was getting on my nerves to just overtake the car but luckily I didn't cause the STUPID driver put his signal lights and turned into a house last minute. And good thing I wasn't tailing him at an inch.. Phew.. Anyway...... Mum finally let me drive her car cause yesterday she had a small bickering with dad about letting me drive alone. So after class yesterday she asked me to drive and show her some bit of my parking skills. So i guess I passed her supervision now. And just now she told me dad to ask me to follow him and drive the car home. Though, my dad has to stay by my side. =.= annoying but I just went ahead and speed past my dad. XD hehehehe. Anyway... the weather's awfully hot today. =( and I slept for about 11 hours?? Woke up, called him. Slept. Woke up, called him. Slept. Woke up, called him, had lunch. Slept. =D He called me a pig. =( Think I'm gonna go PIG out again soon. It's hot, I'm still tired from dancing, and I'm dizzy from the heavy helmet. =(

Mum lectured me yesterday and just now. It was funny though. Hehehe. Baby you know what it is. Not fair thoughhh!!!!!!! =( Hmph..

Gonna go.. Do some stuffs don't know what no idea but yeps. Till then. =)








19 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

tiring!

I have a new dance schedule effective from 8th April 2008.
I'm gonna do at least a maximum of 25 hours A WEEK!!!!!
=(
I'm just gonna collapse and yeah.... faint.
sigh sigh sigh.
Furthermoreeeee!!!!
I'll be having 6...SIX classes a week!!!!!
Get what that means?
Let me do the equation for you.

25 hours a week x 4 weeks a month = 100 hours a month!!!!!

I'm too young to die. =(
I'll only be free on Mondays now.
I need more free dayyssss!!!!
Especially April!!! =(
Sigh.
Everyone looks forward to Saturdays and Sundays.
I look forward to Mondays and Tuesdays.
From 8th April,
I'm just gonna look forward to Mondays.
GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!







Baby boy I miss you.
=)

you may click to enlarge.

missing third sis though.

hehehehe.

sister have fun too k?

missing em heappssss!!

weeh.

10 more days.




can hardly wait!!!!



=D




Guess WHAT was the sight that greeted me this morning when I woke up??


what a sight right?

Penguin seems to be enjoying himself.





ahhh!!!


this is just so not what I intend to post at all today. =X



Oh shucks.




10 MORE DAYSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boo.

imissyoubadly




x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o-x-o





=)

charged.

my human battery just got fully charged. =D It was totally flat yesterday. What do you think?? 3 hours of dancing won't kill?!?!? '..........' it kills. tomorrow, i've got *count on fingers* 3 hours again. I'm glad to take a break today and sleep in and charge myself full. Not fully charged yet. Not after the 5 hours from last Sunday. Worse, I'm getting sick. =( Can't believe I actually slept till soooo late today. Daddy was being kind enough to let me go back to sleep at noon. *puffy sleepy eyes* Though, my longest sleep was...21 hours. =D hehehehe. I'm actually hungry again. Been hungry hungry hungry. Weighed 113.5 pounds this morning when I woke up. I'm currently aiming for 110 pounds. 3.5 more pounds to lose!! Have to start motivating myself to dance more!!!! Jump jump sweat sweat. It's so cold tonight. =( Been raining nonstop. And that was an abrupt change of topic. (;

It feels so lonely. No wait. I feel lonely. It's so quiet. =( Feels terrible. No other sounds other than the music coming from my Ares. And it's just plain making me sleepy. I need company. I hate being alone. Hate having no one to talk to. Hate having to talk to my blog all the time. It's just plain weird, no fun, no laughter. GAHHH!!!!!



Suleen's motorola's not bad. =D

Music to keep me company.

Loneliness does kill.

*sobs* I don't like being alone!!!!!! ='(

455.

this is my 455th post already k?

and the 36th post for this month.

a little too much right? (;

hey, I LoVe blogging k?? It's better than sitting around staring at my laptop screen doing nothing but listening to the same all songs over and over again. I'm actually sick of Chris Brown - With You. Suleen babe, feel FREE to have the whole song to yourself and Alvin! XD

Anyway, I'm hungry. And I just had my lunch like.. 2 hours ago? XD Yeap.. I went back to sleep at 12..?? and slept slept slept till my phone rang at 2.43pm. Talked talked talked till credit finished and that was already 10 mins to an hour. O.o Then I called back for a while and er.. I went to eat after that. And the pig went back to sleep again for another hour. Aduh. Anyway, I've been online for 7 HOURS!!!! No actually I left my laptop online for 7 hours since this morning. So sis came home from work. Then we video called. Quite fun actually. She's in Darwin so we were talking over the mic and speakers. =D Anyway, I'm so hungry now. I think I'm gonna go munch some bananas. Oh wait, mum finished cooking already. It's Chinese Valentine's Day today aka Chap Goh Mei. Anyone planning to make wishes and throw oranges into the river? Or making those paper boats with candles? Hehehehe. Just kidddddiiinnnggggg!!!! Arghhh..... I'm going to eat. TATA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Sis says I have a long tongue. Cause I'm a snake. ZZZZZZzzzzz!!!!!

Funny face and me.

Sis : Your eyes so small you can go and compete with mashimaro.
Me : Can't help it I have small eyes k? You're just jealous. =P
Sis : Hmph..



Who else have problem with how small my eyes are huh?? LOL kiddingggg...


P/S : I hope that I will never tag any post with the label 'emo' again. (;

gahh!!!

It is NOT everyday that Ivanna wakes up early to blog. (;

The only reason I'm actually online now is cause my brother in law called home asked me to help him.

He got a new phone and it's like a computer and he's got Windows Live Messenger and wants to try his video call.

Though,

I WANNA SLEEP!!!!

But,

I'm too nice to not help anyway. (;

And we can't seem to connect.

Think... Maybe cause he's in Darwin?

Too far?? Connection problems?? *shrugs* (;

Was woken up twice this morning.

No, wait.

Make that thrice. GAHH!!!!

Was woken up first at 6 something by sms. Just as I was about to doze off again my phone rang. Don't blame you babe. (; Anyway, woke up again when an sms came in. Actually I wasn't sure what time it was. It was when my other phone rang. Suleen replied my sms. And Hotlink smsed me too. Oh now I remember! I woke up at.. 9!!! Yes.. Weird though cause those smses came in at 9 but the time sent in the phone says 7 plus. *scratches head* no I've got no fleas. Just not used to waking up early and er.. Nevermind! XD Anyway, fell back to sleep and woke up again at 1025!! 10 mins before my alarm.. =.= EHH!!! *translation style* you people let me sleep can or not ah!??! XD On mornings like this, Ivanna gets pretty crazy too okay? (; 2 years back at this time I would be sleeping still. Yes, sleeping in school. Oh well.. I WANNA GO BACK TO SLEEP!! Can I...? *sob* I dislike being woken up by people in the morning. Makes me grouchy. And I'm gonna seem like a bad day. With bad hair day. And it's not fun. It's been raining and raining and raining and raining and rainingggg........ And my bed looks so comfy... My bolster smelling like me.... My pillows cold and soft........ My blanky so cuddly............. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm lazy to carry my laptop into the room. Sigh sigh sigh. This is just a very random morning post. Doesn't make me happier. Does it? =(




SIGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!



april hurry and come soon!! );

poof!

sometimes we just shouldn't think twice about certain decisions. (;


at least i didn't bout this.



but i regret for thinking twice bout the several others below. =(


this dress.

this skirt.

this dress.

this top.

this gold one.

this tube.

this skirt with suspenders.
oh and i want the mirror too. =D

this spotted top.

making up my mind to NOT miss anymore outfits that I want but considering to think twice. Grr.. =(


Found this. I feel like a.. 'princess'. XD hahaha so do you think my tiara's plastic?


last post before I sleep. (;



Still singing myself off. =D



Goodnight peeps!
Miss my babes.
Mwah!