needs`

i miss you...
you know i do..
and you know that i love you..
wish you're still her with us..
but God has a better plan for you..
a painless plan for you..
now you're up there among the clouds..
a shining star in the night..
looking down on us..
watching us..
smiling down on us..
i miss you so so much..
if i could hold you one more time..
i wouldn't let you go..
i love you granny..
i still remember the candies you used to buy for me..
i still remember you buying yummy foods for us from the minivan..
i still remember the stories you'll tell us while we massage your legs..
i still remember how much you love and care for us..
how much you long to see us over the years..
having your wish fulfilled..
you left us..
all alone..
i need you granny..
i need you to hold..
i need you to hug..
i need you so much..
to tell you all the things i never told you before..
to say thank you for taking good care of me when i was an infant..
words can't express how i feel..
i just wish i could spend another day with you..
i ♥ you..