morning boredom.

and then again, boredom kills me.
i just finished stitching up the ladder on my stockings.
shucks!! sigh..................
class later at 3!! till 9.. *SIGHHH*
i feel like i'm being slaughtered..........
imma missing my lovely babes..... =)

no matter what
i'll always be there
though you won't be anymore
i still will
waiting here
for the day to come
for time to pass
for moments to endure
for memories to fade
for a broken heart to mend
as long as you are happy
there's no deny
that i would be happy too
because..
what makes me happy
would be seeing the person that i love happy
because nothing means more than that
for if i come in between
there won't be any happiness
because
it will all be forced
and the feelings will be fake

emo.

no matter how emo i am, i'll still try to smile and be vain. =)




loves`

tagged by ERIC =.=

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR
1. Smiles
2. Hugs
3. Kisses
4. Happiness
5. Love

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS
ERIC..

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER
1. Crazy
2. Less than a year older than me
3. No 100% perfect vision like me
4. TALL
5. A "good" bro

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
given me a lovely photo frame for my birthday which he stuffed into a jewelery shop's paper bag giving me the impression that it's actually something extravaganza..

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE HAS SAID TO YOU
"banana.."

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , YOU WILL
be caught laughing on the floor like mad.. [no offense but you're still my bro =) ]

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , THEY HAVE TO IMPROVE ON WILL BE
erm...... i'll get killed if i answer this right? okok.. speech?

IF HE/SHE BECOME YOUR ENEMY , YOU WILL
throw banana skins at him.. =þ

IF HE/SHE BECOME YOUR ENEMY , THE REASON WILL BE
we became lovers.. *winks*

PASS THIS QUIZ TO 1O PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU
In Reverse Alphabetical Order as Usual (You don't have to do the tag if You've already done it
1. roger
2. pauline
3. hannah
4. gwenda
5. gerald
6. fion
7. dexter
8. caleb
9. apple
10. abigail

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
no idea.. he's been ignorant and doesn't commune with me anymore..

2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
her lovely "hubby" of course! and me!

3. IF NO.9 and NO.10 ARE TOGETHER , WILL IT BE A GOOD THING ?
it would be crazy.. they don't even know each other ok? =)

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.1 and NO.5 ?
if they become a couple, hoo-boy! i'll be the first one to laugh..

5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING ?
lower 6?

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOUS CHATT-ED WITH NO.6 ?
few days ago?

7. DOES NO.4 WORK ?
nope! she's busy with exams in sch... =)

8. DOES NO.8 HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL ?
no idea... hmm.... caleb!! do u?? XD

9. WILL YOU WOO NO.8 ?
he's my dearest brother k? foster.. =)

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5 ?
nah way.. his pm will kill me first.. =)

11. DOES NO2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS ?
no idea.. hmm..

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.3 AND NO.4 ?
no 3? from church.. no 4? from friendster.. random right?

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT ?
kuching.. but now in melb.. he lives in a house.. i know where but it isn't specific right?

14. HOW YOUS GET TO KNOW NO.2 ?
i don't remember either.. random.. =)

15. IS NO.5 SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD ?
haha that's not for me to answer i guess.. but he's jappy korry looky-alikey.. =)




that ends my tag!!!! i'm done! finisto!! =.= no more tags please..

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i just found some really old pictures.. can u see the difference? how much i've changed? hehehe.


end of form 3..

form 4..

form 5..

this year just last mth.. =)




get the difference? hehe i guess i did change a lot.. and my life changed a lot too.. i'm not the same person as i was before.. yes, i admit. i'm more VAIN.. =D oh well.. i miss my besties.. HEAPS!!! =) and if you others want me to miss you too [like yearite!] be part of my life.. like it's said, to know me, is to love me.. =)




sorry but i'm just not in the right mood to blog now.. sigh..

=)

all smiles baby! =D





oh yes, i just remembered.. the other day i went out with lester and irwin, we drove past 'the spring' [still under construction] on the way to send me back to my mum's office.. and i went and pressed the honk for the fun of it then irwin and i waved out the window and the construction workers actually look.. ahha! i bet they were like, "what the..... =.=" haha

oh?

=) did i mention that we're doing footloose for the upcoming concert? it's a song from the 80s.. a nice jazzy song.. =) and our costume..? black leotard with short skirt and black tight..

i'll have to say, the costumes are nice..
hehe mine? it's navy green.. my hairband? bright red..
don't insult my taste of colour..
i'm UNIQUE and DIFFERENT because i value my own opinion.. =)





bright red.. i don't look good in hairbands right?

to actually have to LOOK for it is tiring.. but trying it out and seeing how good it looks thrilled me.. =)

my costume is smth like this.. though my hair's supposed to be in a ponytail, with my bright red hairband.. i edited my white singlet.. not so perfectly.. apologies.. hehe.

and, no one will EVER see me in public like this.. =)

i feel like having a bowl of curry now.. i'm hungry.. =)




=) i injured my wrist again!!!! sigh sob..
now i can barely type and i can't even really type txt msges.. oh *sobs* i really should get it checked.. no wait.. i should have gotten it checked 5 years ago when i first injured it.. and it never got better.. but God's miraculous power helped me.. i managed to play piano no matter how difficult.. but after killing myself with darn long pieces for 2-3 hours due to boredom, it starts to hurt though.. oh well.. sigh.. i guess i should stop here and get my rest now.. =) goodnight..... hehe.

hmms,

=)






to : dearest Suleen,


sayangs, i really love the teddy that you gave me on my birthday.. and the pig you gave me last year's valentines.. but i would only love them more if they stop sleeping on the floor.. =.= i nicely place them on my bed and in the morning i see them camping on the floor.. since you bought them, can you please lecture them? x) haha!





oooohhh-eeee-oooohhh!!!!

ahem. =)

erm, if anyone wants to comment about my posts, please comment at the post.. don't post it in my chatbox alright? =) thanks!



dedicated to my lovely babes.. missing them HEAPS!! =D

window shopping spree?

i had a very fun convo with my favorite bro[foster] caleb last nite.. hehe.. he's the one with the cute hippo that i want badly.. unfortunately, he doesn't want to give it to me nor lend it to me.. hmph.. oh shucks.. hehehe.. anyway, we were webbie whoring.. =D ignore the convos.. he just loves to tease me.. hehe..

hippo loves me, not him.. =D

aww isn't hippo cute?? =D

who looks better with hippo?? me rite?? =D that's definite.. =P

i saw my beloved bro the other day.. was walking with my mum to buy some asian cakes.. hungry.. =) then saw him coming down.. haha he was sleeping upstairs.. the pig as usual.. =P we smiled and greeted.. then my mum asked me who's that so i told her.. and she said... 'very cute hor?' =.= i'm envious.. my mum doesn't even think i'm cute and she thinks that HE is cute..

anyway.. had a LOOONNNGGG day today.. i'm really tired.. my class started at about 11.. finished at.. almost 1.. and we rushed down to buy our "lunch".. i had 3 slices of watermelon.. yummy.. =) then we went up for rehearsal.. rehearsal was LONG!! started at like.. 2? till 6.. i'm really exhausted.. plus, i injured my leg when i was going down during the hunter part.. don't know how though.. must have been the nail.. this the second time.. the first time was different.. i was knocked down by my friend and she ended up tripping over my own legs and landed on her butt.. everyone was laughing.. haha! and i tore my socks and my skin came off.. it isn't that big so it was ok.. though it hurt a LOT.. and that day i was wearing jeans and we normally dislike wearing jeans to class cause we get all sweaty and our jeans get really uncomfy and tight.. so you can imagine.. my 'wound' was being squished.. well today, it bled.. after i don't even know HOW i managed to tore my socks and wounded it again.. yep! it was the same place.. it HURTS!!!! sigh.. when i got home and took a closer look at it, my socks wasn't fully torn with a hole.. it had some threads crossing.. so yep.. the threads were GLUED to my wound.. the blood hardened.. sigh.. had to slowly peel it off.. my teacher was asking me to clean it in case it get infected.. though i didn't bother cause i didn't think it would be a nail.. but now, after i just remembered that the last time i wounded it was cause i was accidentally knocked down, this time, i went down and i don't even know HOW it happened so i'm SURE it was the nail.. so yep.. i applied some tea tree oil after shower.. =) anyway.. nothing much to blog about today.. hehehe.. just some pictures then.. =)



saw this at suleen's friendster profile.. one of pictures in her slideshow.. i didn't even know she took this.. that's happy and anthea playing.. i was disturbing them.. and that's caryn msgin her bf.. haha =)

choki choki!! yum!! haven't had these in ages.. =) and they remind me of my chokyella!! =D hehehe

this caught my eye the other day and i bought it on the spot though it costs me about 8 bucks and there isn't much inside really.. =D
[i know some latte girl who will be interested.. XD aren't you???? hehehe]

i was bored.. hehehe =D i need dumbells!! my arms are like.. twigs now.. =(

oops.. ahha i accidentally stuck my finger into my mouth.. it's a habit.. and my mum always bust me for it.. hehe anyway i bought this.. love it heaps!! thanks mummy!! the same day i bought a headphone+mic, game joystick, and a tigger toy[for my beloved cuzzie].. =D after that, my mum said, "you just love to spend money don't you?" =D

guess where? =D

this guy was playing with the hula hoop.. haha i'm sooo mean to snap this.. wanted to video it but couldn't zoom in.. sigh.

ooh ooh!! i LOVE this top.. but the thing was, it was soooooooo BIG and LOOSE!!! i'm serious.. and it's free size.. so too bad.. it's a tube top.. =D

you'll never see me strutting this fashion.. as you can see, i don't even wear it right.. and the vest was really loose.. =.=


the salesgirl was being really mean and harsh.. she probably heard my mum telling me that i can't buy but i just wanna try it on.. when she handed me the clothes she sorta dumped it into my arms.. i was staring at her then i slammed the door in her face.. =D alright, i didn't slam the door at her face.. and when i passed the tops back to her she just snatched them back and i really wanted to lecture her on the spot that if she doesn't improve her customer service attitude i'm gonna tell everyone i know NEVER ever to go to that shop.. well i didn't.. but by not telling where that boutique is, yep! i'm hoping that NONE of you bugs me to tell you the name of the boutique.. =)


my wound.. bleeding.. it's small.. that's why i didn't bother much.. hehehe.. =)



that's all for now!! =D









XD

dead.

if anyone notices, the post about my baby boohs is gone.. well, i managed to change my template.. AND!!! to sum it up, all the pictures from that post went POOF!!!! don't worry.. i haven't torn my hair.. YET! sigh.. oh shucks! it's just so dumb! =.= well i'm re-editing that post.. and i'll post it up after i'm done with it.. =)





i miss you!
you peeps know who you are.
i don't needa mention you here.
but just to show the world,
i miss suleen!
i miss caryn!
i miss anthea!
i miss happy!
the rest,
don worry.
it's just that i've known them longer and better.
but i still miss you and love you.

TA-DAH!!! =D

there! i did it! i edited my blog template.. hmph! =D so there! how's that?? hehe.. alright, if i missed anyone's link, let me know.. cos im kinda blur and yep.. i think i lost my links.. ehehe =)

got this from suleen's old blog..

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

today was rather funny ...hahaha for example ; ivanna : *scolding meeh* teacher (pn.jong): IVANNA!!! i throw u into the dustbin then u noe *everyone giggle* someone: come...help u carry herr... *ppl talk about carry her leg..her head n all that* *silent with smiles* cassandra: i grabbb her breast later arr.. LOL~~ EVERYONE LAUGHED...my teacher with the face...hahaha... her expression was from a sweet smile to a WTH facee... then asked "r u a 17 year old girl o not? u dont act like one" LOL... besides that..we took silly n really freaky pictures..hahaa..tripple X photos..hahaha... NOT TO BE SHOWNED HERE... me : the math`s teacher`s hair look much more straighter yesterday ivanna: yesterday noo mathss laa... me: got laa... ivanna: where got..teacher din come la *harshly* me: got laa... *blur a while* YOU WERE SLEEPING LA ivanna: owh yeah hOh .... *stupid grin* AHahahaha...tidak malu man ~ =P actually there were a lot moree..but ..forgotten most of them..stupid convos...

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what's with my title? =D

it marks the number of posts i've posted in my blog! oh wow.. hehe i can't imagine.. i was browsing through my old blogs earlier today at my mum's office.. and i came to realize that i truly enjoy blogging.. i mean, i LOVE blogging.. it's the love of my life.. and though i don't update much due to the fact that i didn't have streamyx yet that time but now i do! so yep, i'll be updating like.. everyday? weeeh!!! i can't be happier then to have my blog close to me.. bloggy dear, i love you to bits! *ivanna being lame as usual*

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i have no need to contradict what anyone has to say about me or the way i am or who i am or whatever.. i'm just being me. and if you're not satisfied with that, please press Alt+F4. i don't care whatever you have to say cause this is MY blog and i blog what i want do what i want say what i want. =)

i'm just being random and that doesn't refer to anybody but honestly if there's anyone out there that way, you're still welcomed to my blog.. but if you leave any criticism or comments that aren't lovely, or just plain rude, please, LEAVE. if you look at the upper right corner of your computer screen, you'll see that ' X ' there so just click on it and you won't have to bear with me anymore.




like i said, i'm being random. =)
i'm lovesick..
i miss you..
i miss them..
i miss him..
i miss her..
i don't have any specifications..





*ivanna is dancing around the living room*

vainlicious

it's been.. LONG since i cut my hair.. now, should i cut my hair? =D

yep.. it's really long n straight.. my sis said i can use it as 'covers'.. haha =P

should i get it short?? =D

or curly? i look kiddy with curls..

or just messy the way i love it most?

like the way i love my bed in the mornings.. x) hehehe this was long ago k??? 2005.. oh n i miss sleepy.. that cream doggy bought all the way from kl and sat next to me in the plane.. it was an empty seat k? hehe.

who cares if i'm vain? i'm loving the way i'm proud to show that i'm just normal.. and vain.. teehee.. XD


life can't get any better.
mwahs.

my love?

this i love.. reading.. =)

revival`

things that students get up to during recess..
that's MY table.. hehehe.. =D



i'm posting this out of boredom.. hehehe =)

kid magnet? =)

had 3 hours rehearsal again just now.. *ivanna is exhausted* =) anyway, during practice the lil group of kids all moved to the corner and as i was sitting there with beatrice and rachel getting our rests.. the kids were holding hands [really cute!!] forming a circle and suddenly they all sat around me.. haha they're soooo adorable!! =D anyway.. as bea, rach and i are hunters we had these toy rifles.. and the kids started playing with them.. they were trying to shoot me.. haha and my favorite lil girl Liew Shuen [i swear, she's always sticking to me like glue and standing behind me in our IF classes and i have nooo idea why either..] she sat down in front of me as though she doesn't want anyone else to be closer to me.. cute right? =D then i stretched my legs n rested them on hers then she was acing in pain.. she's 8 years old only.. and after that another girl just came and sat down in between me and her and then she told me in a very 'proud' way that she's first!! and i had no idea what she meant.. then she was asking for my name and i told her my name's Liew Shuen.. and Liew Shuen was being REALLY cute pouting her lips.. haha and another girl thought i said Liew Shue [bleeding].. haha! that girl just sat there in front of me.. Liew Shuen wasn't pleased so she stood up and went behind/beside me.. but the girl moved away after that and Liew Shuen came back sitting in front of me as though she owns me.. really.. kid magnet i am.. i started loving kids ever since i started teaching at BDH.. i started in Jan.. and i ended my career in August.. why? sorry but i can't tell.. =) and i miss my little kids.. HEAPS!! those times they would just cling to me.. or the time they all come running to hug me when their class finishes.. and since they're all small and short they were all hugging my legs.. and i still remember all their names.. =D

Wednesday
Eleanor
Madeline
Wen Xuen
Emily
Lil Emily
Verlane

Thursday
Chloe
Janice
Brenda
Dina

Friday
Cheryl
Stephanie
Britney
Nicole Jong
Nicole Chai
May
Rosalyn

Jasmine Honey
Marissa
Rania
Haylene
Michelle
Sophia
Deandra
Nursheen
Eliza
Janelle

Rania
Brenda
Hanani
Qistina
Faye
Felicia
Grace

Saturday [my fav!!]
Tze Xuen
Natasha
Eliza
NurDina
Cara
Jojo
Britney
Anne
Wan Yan

Charlotte
Amanda
Esther
Nicole
Izzah
Rachel Ting
Rachel Tan

Larissa
Sarah
Marissa
Jacelyn
Michaela
Grace
Bianca
Rufina
Katherine
Jen Xuen

Emily
Denise
Shannon
Mildred
Jasmine
Karen
Joanna
Andrea


i think i missed some names.. yeap.. but those are the lil kids class.. i teach about 15 classes a week.. that many right? a lot of names registered in my head.. one thing i regret, i didn't get to take any pictures with them.. and now i miss them so much.. =( sigh.. *bites into guava* i miss them heaps.. hmm..

out of here`

so..... what. if. i. am. a. noob. in. editing. templates?
i. am. still. good. in. being. vain. and. being. happy. as. well. as. crazy.
i. have. lovable. friends. that. i can. never. be. without. and. i. love. them. heaps.

besides, i edited my friendster template! so you see, it helps to practice!! do NOT make fun of people.. =)



picture of the day.. =)

caryn's right shoulder angel [suleen] and left shoulder devil [me]

it fits rite? =D hehe.




anyway, have class later from 6-9... *gets ready to be pulp* hehehe..




xoxo
meow`

i give up!

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=)

who do i miss??? *gasps*

my other half suleen aka apple aka cute babe

my infamous caryn darling aka chiwi babe aka pretty babe