some pics first. =)

something wrong with my outfit?? i had a lot of guys AND girls staring at me. and i don't know why..

snowflake!! just as i was a bout to take this, a lil boy came PLOP!!! and his face was there staring in.. ahaks. scared d devil out of me.. XD

bigger one!!!

original pierre cardin wallet..yummyyy!! thanks mummy!!!

my superlicious babe! i know i know.. my eyes are small... x) carynnn!! can't wait for u!! faster!! i have awesome things for uuu!! hehehe.

been sick.

yeah. was sick on Tuesday night.. with? i threw up more than enough. threw up more than i ate too. medicine? threw it all up too. water? yeah. that too. and just when i think i'm done throwing up, i threw up backside too.. it was like.. alternate.. but then.. i'm feeling better already.. cause, i managed to eat without throwing up.. =) but now, i'm a lillll bit dehydrated.. =) and still kinda lack of oxygen.. and i insisted on going for class yesteday and came home with fever again.. XD what to do.. i'm a good student.. ;) ehehehhe.. anyway.. can't wait to get fully well soon.. even my teacher won't let me eat oily stuffs.. =( sniff sniff.. oh wellllll... hehehe pics up tomorrow.. promise.. especially the ones my babe n i took at my house.... XD

jonas!! if you're reading this, i'll show you who appreciates my santa hats!! XP though though, unlike you, she's not so lucky cause the money flew out of her own bag.. ahaks.

part of concert.

on the second night of our concert, we had fun fun fun!! i was in the first changing room and the senior assistant [Miss Ivy] was giving out sweets and candies to kids. and us grown ups, being the usual kepo ones, pried to get some too. haha. then the T&C changed. SING IF YOU WANT EM CANDIES! haha. one kid sang. then being naughty, i raised my hand up and went 'I WANT I WANT!!!!' so i sang. haha. with a "pose". i leaned one hand on the pole and sang....... my alphabets. i reached G and laughed with them and Miss Ivy said i have to finish the whole song, so i did! and i got the last choc candy!! which, i gave to a lil kid later. hehehe. after a while, it started again. this time, gotta get on the bench top, and sing. again, i got naughty. and this time Miss Ivy said, "something with actions". First thing on my mind was, "Itsy Bitsy Spider". Then after the first line, when they were all roaring with laughter, i changed to "I'm a Little Teapot". One of my all time fav theme song. and i got my candy tooo!!!! i gave it away too. hehehe. oh well... i wanna go xmas shopping later!!! *in xmas spirit* =D =D =D

my love story. =)

Once, love evolved around two persons. They were acquaintance before. But things started happening for them. And before long, they finally got together. For her, it was a wish come true. Because for almost a year, she loved him silently. Watched him fall with another girl. It hurt her. It made her sad when he was down. And she tried her very best to be by his side. She couldn't be happier when he asked her to be his cherished one. Fireworks played in her eyes. She was in ecstasy. But eventually, things started to turn rough. But they tried hard to pull through. Together, they fought every obstacle. Every difficulty. To be together. Through the impossible. Things started changing when a third party came in. False rumors spread. He lost faith in her. Because he chose to listen to the rumors. But she didn't blame him. She took it all herself. She worked hard to make their future possible. In the end, their paths took a different fork. Distance could only make their heart grow fonder. For her, it was like a fantasy fairy tale story. Where she waits for her Prince Charming. Her knight in shining armor. But they went through miscommunication. She lost him. She was hurt deeply to the end when she found out that there was someone else in his heart. Without him knowing, she went into his account. He blocked her. She felt hurt. She cried her heart out that night and spent the night lying awake in bed thinking why had she been such a fool. She had been so naive. She didn't know anything. Till she saw it in his profile. His account. All this while he had been telling her lies. Been keeping someone else from her. But she didn't want to ruin things. She kept her faith strong. She left them alone. She didn't bother looking for him. But she confirmed with him that night. It is true. She lost all concentration. Her heart was shattered. Broken to pieces. She couldn't eat, she couldn't sleep, she couldn't rest her mind. All she wanted to do was to wish all of it isn't real. That he hadn't betrayed her trust. Her fidelity. But she decided to look on the bright side. As long as he's happy, she should be happy too. For all this while she's loved him. Her love for him had lasted for more than 2 years. All she wanted was for him to be happy now, no matter who she is. But jealousy sparked when she looked for him to wish him luck for his exam. And they talked a while. But she came to find out about their conversation when he was asleep. And she came to look for her and asked her if she still loves him. Being the lenient person she is, she told her it doesn't matter. For they are happy together and she will never try to come in between them and ruin their relationship. And how things will be, it will all soon be known.


That's the end of MY love story.
I read yours.
I'm telling mine.
=)
Because i want everyone to know that i mean you no harm.
That i won't cause things to fall apart.
No matter what,
I'll stand where I am,
And I won't come in between.
=)

concert's over.

lunch at Crowne Square. i forgot the name of the place. but ahhh.. haha. =)

my bro in law.. haha the cap looks cute rite?

so, who looks better with it? XD ahahha




ok, i'll post concert pictures up when i get them.. =) hehehe. i'll try to update. this concert's over, but i still have another one coming up next next week. it's at serian. =) hehehe. huggies.

Footloose.

kinda blur. stage rehearsal. =) a lil kid took it with her Sony Ericsson W850i.. kids these daysss..

moment in time.

was helping out at the auditorium today. miss apple wanted to change her shirt cos it was sooo hot and our school shirt is thick and warm. nyahaha forgot to take a pic with her though.. anyway, i look soooo FAT!!! sighh.. but i still love my hair. =)

family dinner. LAMB. not very nice. black pepper. hmm.

my fav? midin? but, the ingredients not enough. hmm.

ahhh BEST of all.. watermelon.. someone reckons all i can think of is watermelon. i wonder who. haha. typical. =)





randomness. it's 1.32 AM.. and i have rehearsal at 8.. to 5.. help me. =) nights people!

leotard?

specially for hannah honey!




this is how a leotard looks like. except the one we use is black most of the time. i have 3 blacks, 1 maroon, and two purples.. different patterns though.. ehehe =)




hannah u happy?? hahaha huggies.

typical.

*pouts*

jonas! ahahaha look who's the lil kid now! =P
i said this pic is cute but someone ah.. hahahaha.

random.

i love gold.. it's my latest crave. =)

performance.

this post is specially for A-Bogel Latte!!!! XD


today we [LayNa Ballet Academy] were invited to perform at a wedding dinner.. the wedding of Daniel and Angeline.. no idea who but they both looked good but then again, make up can really make a difference.. =) anyway, it was at riverside.. so yeah.. we finished our rehearsal early today.. 3 hours earlier.. thank goodness.. hehe.. so we all went home at 3.. i went home at 3.30 though.. was helping out upstairs and stuff.. waiting for the kids to change first so as not to squeeze with them.. =) tolerant right? anyway got home.. bath.. got my make up down.. did my hair.. changed my clothes.. and left the house..


on the way. hehehe.


before i left home on the way, i received a call. msged, it was Chloe! asking me to reach there at 5.30 to help her with her make up. told her i'm already on the way. Jacinta was the first to arrive. called her to wait for me at the lobby. then we went up together.. saw Ms LayNa with Apple and Karen.. then we 'strutted' to the changing room backstage.. it kinda smelt of well.. hehehe. but ah.. what to do..then Ying Ying and Ying Fang came.. then Ivy came.. then Iris and Jenny[carpool].. then Chloe.. then Leanne.. Ivy, Iris and Jenny went to mark through their steps for 'Circle of Love' then we all marked through Footloose.. then we went backstage.. and we had free food and drinks! but pathetically it was only a small egg sandwich [extra planta and mayo with little egg] and a HALF a roll or sponge cake.. =.= talk about being a high class hotel.. drinks? packet drinks.. chrysanthemum or green tea.. make your pick.. sigh.. those who were hungry ate first then.. in the end Ms LayNa had to go down to SugarBun to takeaway burgers for all of us including herself.. Apple went with her.. so we were all spread out on the floor there chatting in the kinda small changing room. we had a lot of fun laughing and will.. just being silly.. hehehe.. we started with Circle of Love after the 3rd Course.. the dance was B-E-A-U-tiful.. but the typical Kuching people, couldn't appreciate better.. less than half hearted clappings.. most of the time they were busy famishing themselves.. then after the toasting, 'Yam Seng' [their Yam Seng wasn't very accurate.. some people merely shouted only after the emcee shut down..] we had Footloose.. well since we were wearing Leotards, and we normally don't wear inner 'protection', some of us did today.. some used 'cover ups'.. i wore mine.. i was afraid that when i stretch my arms up it will be visible.. funnily enough, it did turn visible on stage halfway dancing and when we turned around i went snap! and pulled my leotard up.. ahaha =P when we made our bow and entered the stage wing, my strap came off.. WHEW!!!! *huge sigh of relief* i couldn't imagine if it came off while dancing halfway.. it would be really embarrassing.. the interesting part was, Jenny's button earring flew away.. those big button ones that's been GLUED [lousily] to the earring stick.. so there it was lying on stage.. and none of us could go out and take it back.. oh well.. after that we changed and stuff.. on our way out, Apple took down a balloon from the ceiling.. ahaks! XD then i did too.. then Karen did.. then Leanne did.. and Chloe.. after that, Apple, Jacinta, Chloe and i waited for Ivy, Iris and Jenny while the rest waved goodbye and went down with Ms LayNa.. waited and waited and waited.. Apple Chloe and i took more balloons after that.. hehehe i took two.. Apple took three.. Chloe took two too.. then we went down after the 3 ladies were done.. Iris and Jenny were trying to scare us [i think they were just pretending.. i THINK!!] and told us the people asked why we took the balloons.. ahaks. we didn't believe and went down after that.. hehehe.. we actually planned to go walk around Parkson.. [Apple, Chloe, Jacinta and i] then Chloe's car came.. after a while we got bored and Apple went to find her mum upstairs then Jacinta and I went back to the hotel lobby.. Karen was still there.. but she went home after a while.. then we just sat there chatting a bit.. Jacinta and i making fun of my balloons.. imagining they were butts bumping together.. hehehe. after that she went home.. then i waited with Ivy, Iris and Jenny.. waited till past 9.30.. i felt bad for having to cause them the trouble to wait with me there.. ahhhh!!!! >< what to do, my sister's flight was delayed..


YES!! my sister is back!! i mean well.. on holiday that is.. with her husband!!! she followed him to Darwin and migrated there.. so yeah.. hehe.. it's been a year and a half.. and she went to Hong Kong, Macau before coming here.. she's here for a week..!!! shopping here i come!!! hehehe.. nah just kidding.. hehe.. anyway, i'm kinda tired so i'm just gonna stop here first..


my new slippers from my sis. it's from Hong Kong.. Japanese slippers.. hmm.. hehehehe.



nights people.. will update again soon...!!! promise.. =)

=)

hmm.

i think i've hurt my right eye.. it isn't seeing things clearly now. due to my contact lenses. i wore it. i didn't know it had a tear. kept rubbing it. took it out and put it back in. saw the tear but yeah. when i took it out, couldn't see it. well, it went out of place twice and it hurt badly. so in the end i took it out. and finally saw the little tear. and an odd white patch there. hmm. so now my eye kinda hurts. and it's a lil blur when i wear my specs. but without, it's fine. hmm. oh well. i'm going to sleep. just making an update to my blog. nights people. =)

annoyed.

some people can get really annoying. some stupid guy just added me in Messenger and started talking about things that i don't fancy talking about. He commented my friendster pictures are sexy then asked if i liked having sex. yeah i have the whole convo. and you know what? it makes me wanna puke even more. well. his add is paul_tcj@yahoo.com and if he adds you anywhere in Messenger, tell him to get himself checked for AIDs. =) he had such a big head and thick face saying 'many gals love it ah' so well. i'm sarcastically pointing out they're prostitutes. you might think that i'm mean but well, yeah. so what. guys like him shouldn't go around thinking everyone will want to talk about such private things openly. anyway, to rid of him. and thanks to Gerald for being my 'sis' to "scold" him but in the end his face got thicker and his head swelled to the size of a globe. =.= sigh. typical pathetic desperate people.

outing. XD

went out with Suleen aka Apple aka Baby Boohs today.. our driver was Lucas. nyahaha. they were supposed to pick me up at 10 but in the end they came at 12.++.. ahhh.. haha. we went to 2 banks, then Amber's studio then we went to Saberkas. we had lunch at ChongLin. hehe. people are having quite a hard time recognising me now. right suleen? hehehe. then we hung around at Saberkas and stuff disturbing "someone". hehehe. *shmugs* after that? we started getting crazy. weeehhh!! hehe.

oh well.. i'll just post some pictures for now.. =)

it's so gorgeous!!! so sweet and Secret Garden like.. sighhh.. costs rm1++...

*pouts* i want this....

hmm you think it looks good on me?

*curtsy*

du du du.. hehehe.

i love this one! it's yummy..

with my phone.. looks better then..

it reminds me of "someone's" dress.. but it still looks nice.. hehe

*ka-ching!*

LUCAS WHERE'S MY HEAD!?!??!


i decided to try her taste.. not bad! hehe.

but this was bad.. ehhehe.. really low in front and ah.. not very nice too. hehe.

then we got a bit sakai before we went off to hock lee. hehehe.

me : look!! can see ourselves!! let's take picture!
suleen : ok! faster!

lame.

sakai people.. haha. =P


the start of arcade games. =D

*lalala i'm so innocent....* haha!

styling her ride.

er mysterious. hmm.

she went BAAAAA!!! lol.

my lion! hehe.

are you ready to rumble? XD

oo look back! smile! haha!

smile!! hehe.

it was REALLY slow.. maybe we were too heavy for it. so i had difficulty steering. hehe.

our strawberry!!

jurassic..

this dress is C-U-T-E!!

or worn this way? but it's gonna drop all the way down. hmm.

she looks sweet rite? hehe

the start of cam whoring in the car.. haha! =)

driver and passenger.

vain in the backseat.

wheee!! hehe. *disturbs*

he was trying to block my face.

2+2 haha =P

smiles.

oops she missed herself. hehe.

and again.

ah. he decided to take for us. not bad. haha =P

and after that we kept leaving the frame.

finally! hehe. we look horrified. he looks gay. =X

oo the craziness. hehe.

she punched me!!! =(

nyehehehe.

he couldn't stand the flash so i lent him my shades. hehe.

*pokes suleen* ; *feeling cool* ; *innocent "i'm being poked face"*

i look sleepy already.

she smells!!! hehe. and she still manage to stick her tongue out. haha =P

ooops?

smoochiesss!! hehe.

ooooo just look at that vain thing in the backseat!
let's mingle.

*takes pic, falls between the seats and got stuck* SULEEN I'M STUCK!!!! and they still laughed at me.. *embarrassed*

hehe.

pigtated.

4+2

*punched* ; *mad*

*oh my gosh!* ; *take that!*

*nyahaha* ; *muahaha*

*tired*

loitering in my living room.

aww.. hehe.

she took this. hehe.

this reminds me of the animation "i called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse" hahah! =P

she went to say goodnight to my parents. hehe.




hehe love u heaps baby boohs!
caryn faster liao!! wan go out!! hehehe
anyway, i'm going off.. nights people! hehehe. comment on the dresses if u want to.
but NOT in the chatbox k?
=)