322.....

... That's how many days it's been since the 12th. Time really flies and we'll be at our 11th month in less than two weeks. Wow.. Anyway, I'm up this late finally updating my blog due to my stress level being ridiculously high even though it's holidays cause I have to help write an essay which will be collected tomorrow. Mind you, mummy's gonna lecture, nag, brainwash, cogwash that person tomorrow when I'm out of the house. I feel bad inside after she said that. After all, I started it by agreeing to do it last week. But I'm certain that if I did not agree to help, I would feel worse than the bad I'm feeling right now. As for now, I'm starving and I still have about 1 more page to write. I'm jumping lines giving more spaces. XD In a way to use up more spaces. I better get back to crapping. Goodnight~!!!!

"If you do not listen, and if you do not set your heart to honor my name," says the LORD Almighty, "I will send a curse upon you, and I will curse your blessings. Yes, I have already cursed them, because you have not set your heart to honor me."

Malachi 2:2 (New International Version)

Daniel prayed: "Praise be to the name of God for ever and ever; wisdom and power are his. He changes times and seasons; he sets up kings and deposes them. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning. He reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what lies in darkness, and light dwells with him. I thank and praise you, O God of my fathers: You have given me wisdom and power, you have made known to me what we asked of you, you have made known to us the dream of the king."

Daniel 2:20-23 (New International Version)

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Let me show you one of the greatest and best person in the world. =)



He's the best thing in my life. The sweetest candy I've ever had. The warmest heart I've ever felt. The calmest melody to my ears. And I love him very very much. Without him guiding me and showing me the way, I would never have learned this much about life. Without him holding me close during the worst times of my life, I would never have learnt about love. Without him worrying about me when I look lost or confused, I would never have felt care. There are so many things about him that makes life better for me. Without his support I would never have moved on from the past. Without him, I wouldn't have made an awesome bunch of friends that never failed to make me laugh. Though younger but sweet at heart.

Darling, I know that you will read this soon after I post this up. I know how much you care about me. And I know how much you love me and how much I mean to you. My past is pure history and it shouldn't haunt me. I shall no longer do the stupid things I used to do when I'm down. I have you to lean on. I have you to tell me everything's alright even though you're not always by my side. You have brought many great friends into my life. You have taught me what love really is. It's not a feeling between two persons. It's more than that. It's Jesus' death on the cross for us.

God's love for you is unconditional and everlasting. God loves you exactly as you are, and He loves you no matter what you do. God doesn't love you because you are a "good" person; instead, God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8).

This is how much you have taught me. That noone else is bigger than God in this world. I will never forget anything that you taught me and will constantly teach me. I love you. =)

Boo~

"If you do not listen, and if you do not set your heart to honor my name," says the LORD Almighty, "I will send a curse upon you, and I will curse your blessings. Yes, I have already cursed them, because you have not set your heart to honor me."

Malachi 2:2 (New International Version)

I'm bored... I'm bloated. Hehehe.

Inspired.

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

Ephesians 4:29 (New International Version)

I am inspired. VERY!! I'm serious!!! =)

THANK GOD~!!!

Hallelujah I passed all my papers with Credit. Though I expected 1D and probably 3Ps but God has better plans he gave me all Cs. Which balanced everything~!!! I'm very very happy. I was soooooo happy I treated my darling to Sushi King. =D Hehehe. XD Anyway, I can't wait to get into Degree!!!! And finally be a senior. Nights~

The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion -- to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the LORD for the display of his splendor.

Isaiah 61:1-3 (Read all of Isaiah 61)
New International Version

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Gonna collect my results soon. A little nervous. RAWR!!!!!!

random.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Galatians 6:9 (New International Version)

Another day passed of tidying up my closet and drawers. Half my clothes are now poofed~ =( I realize I need more lingerie. XD Kah kah kah. Anyway, I'm rather pooped. I'm designing shirts for darling's youth camp end of this year. Weehhh~ I love drawing very much. And I've already started with one. It's plain but with the right colours, will be catchy and attractive. But of course, I'm gonna come up with a minimum of 5 designs. =) Wish I can just use some program like Adobe Photoshop or Paint to design but I figured that hand drawn still beats everything. The effort of sketching, erasing, final sketch, drawing, colouring.. It's the fun that comes with it. Heheh.

Moreover, I'm using a larger font size now that my darling complained that he had to squint while reading my posts due to my new layout with its miniscule font. Hehehe. But hey, I LOVE my new layout. Also, I can't WAIT to jump into a nice and big swimming pool. The weather's hot and the sun is scorching but hey at least our clothes dry faster. LOL. =D Plus, I get to sleep with the aircond turned on~!!!! Only this morning it was set at 17deg and a fan of 2 and it still felt very warm. Or maybe it was the sun shining into the room. I need darker curtains to make the room darker. That way, it'll be cooler and nicer to sleep in. I miss sleeping in my own room already. It's soooo blue. My bed is blue, my mattress is blue, my bedsheet has a bit of blue, my drawers are blue and my curtain's blue. Now that my dad has decided to use my bed he's moved it into his room and now only my sis' maroon bed is left in there. And now that she's back I'm back to sleeping with my mum in the other room. Hmm.. *pouts* But I'm used to it. Hehehehe~ Sleeping with mummy can be quite fun. Anyway, I'm gonna exercise now and head off to bed. I'm tired and I should rest before I fall sick. Hehehe!! Goodnight people~!!

Words of Wisdom

The dreams of your future have no rooms for devastations of your past.

When Aaron, the brother of Moses, died, the entire house of Israel mourned for him thirty days (Numbers 20:29). However, after those thirty days, the time of mourning was over, and the Israelites had to move on with life.

There is a great lesson in this: you must push beyond the past in order to enter the future -- a future filled with great things God has planned for you. The Apostle Paul knew this, which is why he wrote, One thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:13-14).

You may have great dreams for your future, but if you fill your future with junk from your past, then you'll never fulfill your dreams. Therefore, like the Israelites, after a certain period of time, you must decide to forget what is behind and press on toward the things that are ahead.

When you refuse to love people because they're hard to love, you forget the fact that God always loves you, even though you're not always easy to love.

God's love for you is unconditional and everlasting. God loves you exactly as you are, and He loves you no matter what you do. God doesn't love you because you are a "good" person; instead, God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us (Romans 5:8).

God is abounding in love and faithfulness (Exodus 34:6).

In 1 John 4:9-11, we are told that, because of God's love for us, we ought to love one another: This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.

"One another" even includes those that are hard to love. Remember, God loves you even though you're not always easy to love. Therefore, you, also, ought to love others, especially those that aren't easy to love.

hello hello. =)

"Be very careful to keep the commandment and the law that Moses the servant of the LORD gave you: to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, to obey his commands, to hold fast to him and to serve him with all your heart and all your soul."

Joshua 22:5
New International Version

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Hullo there. Just thought that I shall change my blogging style. Just had a loooonnnggg meaningful awesome talk with my darling. It was great and very connecting. Inspiring likewise. There's more than just walking along the road everyday treating every potholes and pebbles like a common thing. There's more than just treating an everyday problem like any other problem. Maybe it's time to find a solution for that problem. Maybe it's time to fix the potholes and move the pebbles. Avoiding the potholes, pebbles, walking away from the problem, at the end of the day what do you get? Same thing for tomorrow. And for the day after. And the day after the day after. And the following days. So why not pluck up the courage, stand up and fix it? It's not that hard after all. Life doesn't come with so much freedom. God didn't guarantee you an enjoyable life without any obstacles. Like the saying that goes, 'no pain, no gain'. It's true. Things don't always come your way, and they won't come your way just because you want them to. Or just because you ask for it. Instead of asking for it, why not work for it? There's more than just lounging around waiting for a flower to bloom without watering it. Do you think the sun will always shine? Sure it does. But do you think it'll always rain? No it doesn't. If you want the rainbow, you'll have to go through the rain. And you may not get the rainbow in an instant. You may have to go through thunderstorms, hailstorms, lightning, gails. But at the end of it, you've got more than just a rainbow. You've grown more than you'll ever know. You'll be someone who's endured hardships to get something. So why not make a happening instead of being a happening? Great things await. Make something happen. Make a miracle happen. Make the impossible possible. Don't just ask for the sun. Ask for the clouds to shelter when it's too bright. Ask for the rain when it's too hot. All we do is complain of the hot sun when there are probably countries out there going through rain all the days. What about when it rains nonstop and all we do is complain the rain. Is it only then we'll miss the sun and ask for it? Appreciate everything in life. Every bit and every moment. Don't miss any chances. Don't just leave things to be. A flower will not bloom on its own. A child will not nurture on its own. Life comes with many things. Even if we don't see the beautiful things now, we'll receive its lifetime rewards. There's more than just rewards but the experiences. There's so much more to everything. A pebble might just cause you to trip. A rock is bigger than a pebble. If a pebble makes you cry, what happens when you meet the rock? Be brave. Stand up. Be strong.

As much as I'm blogging this spontaneously, I'm teaching myself as well. =)

1011

This is the 1011th post in my blog eversince I first started it in April 2006. It's been such a loooonnnggg time. Singapore was alright to summarize. There's not much to shop for if you visit the malls. But there's PLENTY to shop for if you go to those market places. I got some pretttyyyy good bargains myself. Our first couple tees, lotsa shirts for him, a pair of pants for him and a shirt for myself. Overall I spent about S$50 only. Without all the sales and stuff I would have spent about S$100 already [I calculated =)] So you see, you just gotta know where's the right place to shop at. Anyway, am at my darling's place now. He's singing on the guitar and I'm here blogging on his laptop. We just watched a movie btw. It's called 'Dinosaurs'. A rather old 3D cartoon. Not bad. Reminds me of Land Before Time. I miss that cartoon. There are many follow ups to that cartoon. Till volume 10 if I'm not mistaken. Anyway, I love my new layout. Do you? =D Some pics to gloat at. XD




Hello there. =D

I love my bear bear. =D

My darling's hand's too long. XD

Aren't my legs cute? XD

Now I look like a squirrel. Or chipmunk. Or hamster? Guinea pig? Hmm...

Hamster?

Guinea pig?



Kah kah kah. Toodley toots~!!

Boo.

how's my new template? I'm getting used to it too. I love red. *goggles*

M.I.A

I'm back.

From Singapore. =D

YAY~!!!!!!!!!!

OIIIII~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME TO VAIN
TIME TO CAMWHORE
TIME TO SLEEP
TIME TO EAT
TIME TO RELAX
TIME TO WORK
TIME TO WATCH MOVIES
TIME TO PLAY
TIME TO SHOP
TIME TO BAKE
TIME TO COOK
TIME TO.....

DATE MY DEAREST BESTEST SWEETEST YUMMIEST CUTEST HANDSOMEST SEXIEST DARLING GORILLA BOYFRIEND LOVE OF MY LIFE~!!!!!!!!!!

10 more hours.

Iin 10 hours' time, I'll be in the exam hall doing my final paper for this semester. Gosh.. Time REALLY flew by THAT fast. One moment I was anticipating to start uni and next I'm gonna miss uni again till the 10th Aug. This sem flew by and I didn't even feel it for real. Hahah! Anyway, it's accounting and I don't really know what to study but read through the slides and stuff but yeah. Accounting is more on basics. =) I mean, if you know the first few steps in the beginning it'll be alright after that. =) I guess I better read some more now. Hehehe. I wanna get a good sleep. Gotta choreo some bits and rehearse tomorrow for performance on Sat morning. Everyone's been practising except me due to my finals this week. *sobs* I'm gonna rush a quick choreo of I don't know what and I still can't decide my footwear. Darn. Anyway, will be baking tomorrow afternoon and Sat afternoon for sample testing on Sat night. Can't wait can't wait can't wait~!!!!! =D