why....

why do i have to be jerked around all the time.


do men have to be jerks?
is that the way to treat a girl who cares.

why are things always going wrong for me.



why can't my wounds heal.
why can't i ever stop bleeding.






i don't have a heartbeat anymore.
i'm an empty shell.
all out of place.
all out of love.


i might as well die.
at least my sufferings will end that way.