cam whore starts again..

yep.. like i said.. cam whore starts again.. feeling vain.. crazy.. and up to the world.. got myself hooked up with a new love.. i love u baby!! he's slim.. sexy.. shiny.. light.. he's just perfect for me.. his name's Casio Exilim.. my new camera.. HAHA! (told yah im crazy..bummer) what really happened was.. my Nikon Coolpix 3200 got beaten up.. so sad.. so i got a replacement.. (my coolpix now sits in the backseat of my mum's car waiting to be stolen..haha!) my new Exilim is a total babe.. with a lithium battery n charging time of ONLY 90 minutes.. niceyyy.. it beats the coolpix by a few mps.. my Exilim is oh so slim and it's 6.0mp.. it's got a screen 3 times bigger than coolpic n more functions.. i was gonna settle for a canon or a fujifilm(i didn't know it was a fujifilm) when this hottie exilim caught my eyes with it's beautiful number.. 888.. rm888.. 33 different functions, 8 different lighting colours.. i drooled so badly.. haha! plus.. i got a free 1GB sd memory for free!! extravaganzaaa!! hahaha!! i'm satisfied with my new baby.. okay.. here's the story..

it was after the concert on saturday at kenyalang.. scheduled for a workshop the next day at 3pm with the philippines.. i was beyond excitement.. practically eager to attend the workshop and meet up with the philippines.. they left this morning/afternoon.. hmm.. i got ready my cam n checked my memory.. but something smelt fishy when the red light kept buzzing on and off when i did not press the shutter or anything and i can't seem to access to the menu or other functions.. i only managed to do so after snapping one picture.. however.. after that one picture, i can't snap any other picture.. totally bummed out.. nearly threw it hoping it will be fixed.. very bad idea.. luckily i didn't.. anyway.. the workshop was fun.. i arrived at three sharp.. mum was being a very weird driver.. after passing the traffic light, she crawled all the way from home actually.. she checked her watch, said "3 o'clock dy" and just stepped on the accelerator all the way to imh up front.. whoa.. anyway, i realised that we needed our leotards.. called mum n had her sent it over asap in time for photo taking.. good thing.. hmm.. anyway.. we had dinner at the auditorium hall after the workshop.. then we played games at our ballet house hall.. i managed to get sze chau n chung yi to join us then.. ju pulled david n ben in.. lol.. the only four guys excluding the 2 male phil dancers..

first game we played was.. a bit pointless cos we never really played it but it was veryyyyy funny.. hahaha!! 2nd game.. we all stood in a circle hand in hand first going in not sure singing wad then out again.. then we clapped four times n a volunteer dances in to the center, covers her eyes with one hand n using the air pointing blankly at whoever and turn till he/she decides to stop.. the person she points at would be the next one to dance in.. after that we decided that after the clapping we will move in the circle which made it a bit more fun.. haha! for our 3rd game, it was a game which was very interesting.. ms anna, the phil's ballet teacher will say out, 'the ball is sinking, form groups of(how many people).. the rule was there must be one person who isn't from the same school.. so basically, we were running around like mad grabbing people.. so the last 8 people left, including me(yay!) were the winners.. lol.. 4th, we had musical chairs.. but the rule was sooo difficult to obey.. as we weren't allowed to let our feet touch the floor.. plus, the number of people playing was twice as many as the chairs they placed in the centre so we were practically scrambling up the chair.. some people finally dropped out of the game n so did i.. with ben n sze chau.. cos sze chau broke the chair.. hahah!! i already grabbed that chair actually n was squating n grabbing the place where you lean on then ben came out behind me on my right n sze chau on my left n somehow the chair got too bendy n the leg broke.. the leg exactly where sze chau was standing broke so everyone went ohhh!! and started laughing again.. hahaha! the 5th game we played.. was pepsi 7up.. it's actually the same as a.e.i.o.u.. we had sooooo much laughter.. the person to shout out pepsi 7up was called "ed"? or smth like that.. i finally became an ed when chung yi finally managed to catch me n pinched my arm.. so i have a bruise on my arm right now.. sobs.. lol.. the 6th game we played.. was very dizzy.. lol.. u're to stick your right arm high up into the air with ur index finger pointing up.. hold ur right ear with your left hand over your right arm.. bend over n spin five time pressing your right index finger on one spot.. after 5 spins, get up, run about 3 metres up, go round the bottle, n back to the line.. haha! it was.. DIZZY!!! we played 2 rounds of that.. the second round, i was totally off balance and walking sideways and the two male phils had to catch me.. lol.. so dizzy and they were laughing.. quite at me too.. cos i looked so funny.. haha! one girl, chelsea acually ran into the mirror.. luckily, the phils were sitting there n managed to catch her.. after that.. they had to go already.. it was sad.. anyway.. they gave us some very nice gifts too.. felt very bad cos we didn't have anything for them.. we were each given a Halili-Cruz Tee.. it's white.. and very cute actually.. n we had a lil phil souvenirs from the dancers.. necklaces and stuff.. n a friendship band each.. so sweet..

anyway.. i don't think i have anything else to blog about.. i'll post up some pictures soon.. comp is really slow.. hmm..

baby i love u..
sorry for hurting u..
but it doesn't beat the tears u draw to my eyes..
i just wanna let u noe dat i'm sorry..

CrazineSS`` part 1

Pains..`

dancing HURTS!! alright.. lemme explain.. i was happily dancing in my new shoes not realising that it would burn my toenail off.. sigh.. went to pull off the last bit of old dead nail yest morning n it started to swell last nite.. n this morning.. ouch.. it had pus inside.. sigh.. hurts.. went to the clinic but the doc didn't want to squeeze it out for me cos he feared that it would hurt even more.. anyway.. he gave me some antibiotic n yellow lotion.. came home.. mum squeezed it out anyway.. it hurt.. but since i was hungry eventho i just had lunch i dono y.. i went to grab a red bean pau n chewed on while mum squeezed it.. so.. it didn't hurt much.. hmm.. oh well..

CANT WAIT TO GO KL THIS JUNE!! MY BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY..

wish u can go too darling.. sigh.. i'll go shop for u..;) *winkies n kissies* mwaks! love u..

LAZINESS~

yes.. im lazy to blog.. woke up at 1 today.. actually earlier but didn't feel well so went back to lazying at the end of my bed.. don ask me why.. im glad that i don't have to wake up early today to give ballet lessons to the little rugrats at the dance house.. it's public holiday for them.. but not for me.. oh no.. my teacher's not gonna let us use public holiday as an excuse to not attend lessons today since our exam is coming n concert is next saturday.. =.= sigh..i feel sooo restless.. my nose keeps dripping n it's sooo tiring to have to blow my nose every now n then.. took clarinase earlier after dinner.. gonna take another b4 bed.. guess i'll retire to bed early tonite.. finally.. after weeks of sleeping at the crack of dawn..(n i really mean crack of dawn like around 4? hmm..) i'm finally going to sleep early.. if it's possible.. my sister has been making it impossible for me to sleep early.. argh.. sigh.. anyway.. had ballet last nite.. at 5.30.. till 8.. =.= TIRED!!! did our concert dance, DON QUIXOTE, if u're wondering how to pronounce it, it's 'don key-hote'.. weird right? sigh.. did our ethnic dance after that.. so messy.. the music isn't as nice anymore.. i was trying to post the last one that they took.. we performed with the IMH's higher learning students(instruments) n BDH students danced some ulu dance.. tried to post the video up in YouTube.. but it was over 100kb.. =.= ridiculous.. sigh.. anyway.. we performed for the rainforest opening night in 2005 at the Sarawak Tourism Centre.. damn the costume was EXTREMELY heavy.. they brought it all the way from Cultural Village.. nice.. all the beads were weighing us down.. but it was worth it.. probably because we performed in front of about 200 rainfest-gonna-be-performers from around the world.. parents badly wanted to watch but nope! they limited it only for the performers.. IMH managed to persuade them n watched it.. all the Datuk n Datins were there.. DAtuk Wong Soon Kho(is that how u spell his name?) did the opening ceremony.. one of my dance mate, beatrice went n gave him a 'sape' for what reason, she was asked to do so.. juliana n i were one of those standing outside to welcome the performers n the Datuks n Datins.. two particular mexican guys were being notti notti n blindly naming us.. haha! one of them told his fren that he know our names n went round saying names blindly.. n he said i'm 'Madonna'.. =.= ohhhkayyy.. weird.. lol.. it was kinda ridiculous since we all looked sooooo CHINESE.. lol.. the performance was great.. sorry i can't post the video.. if anyone can give me a website where u can upload a video up to 500KB, i'll upload the video.. lol.. after our grand performance.. we received a BIG round of applause and whistles.. soooo appreciative of them.. unlike us kuching people.. u can hardly get as much as a clap for winning an award.. sigh.. the funniest thing was when that mexican guy who named me madonna ran up the stage and grabbed me n asked his fren to take pictures of me n him.. but he ended up deciding to grab some other girls.. my frens were obviously snickering at me.. lol.. n they badly wanted to bring us back to mexico with them.. PLEASE DO SO NEXT TIME WHEN U COME AGAIN!! lol.. i wouldn't mind getting away from kuching once in a while.. lol.. we got some refreshments outside and some of the performers performed some songs.. not bad actually.. like the all-spice-boys.. lol.. n i remember, when i was at the drink stall, the guy actually asked me to take a picture with him.. he was just selling drinks.. =.= lol! i took a picture with him n i got a free drink.. HAHA!! interesting.. anyway.. my dad came to pick me up early.. sigh.. curfew.. sad..

anyway.. today.. lesson was VERY interesting n hilarious.. they were all trying to stick their butts out while dancing.. it was sooooo funny.. it's not that difficult actually.. all u have to do is try sticking ur butt out to one side and it's just kinda like resting on one leg.. lol! anyway.. beatrice came from her scouting so when i arrived there around 2.40, she was munching a packet of oreos.. haha! she's the kind that wouldn't get fat.. anyway.. got too lazy to change into my leotard so me n beatrice danced in our casual.. blouse n shorts.. lol.. the rest had lessons before us so they were in their leotards n tights.. juliana came late.. at 3.15.. n ran in just in time when the cue for us to come out started.. halfway mdm natalya told us that she will be going off at 4.. =.= n she said 4.30 last week.. sigh.. called our parents(my case, msg.. ^^) n we continued practising.. it was kinda a hot weather but oh well.. no excuses.. (brb..needa trim my nails.. sis' laptop is hard to type with long nails..)

back! anyway.. went to buy dinner for my sis n i.. mum n dad got invited to a wedding dinner so it's home alone for me n my sis.. watched dorm daze 2.. it's a quite notti notti movie.. lol.. my sis wanted to watch it not me.. lol.. anyway.. took my shower after that.. n came online.. checked my friendster.. n now blogging.. hmm.. cant wait for my birthday.. still about 5 more months.. but at least im celebrating it in kl.. with mum n dad.. n meet up with a few friends.. didn't really want to go.. don't wanna leave pomelo alone here.. sigh.. oh well.. don't really know what else to blog now.. so i guess that's all.. i feel like bridget jones.. ;)

at 116pounds..

little baby pomelo..

i miss you like crazy..

idiot..

hmm.. lately.. i've been acting very strange.. strangely, maybe i'm just tired.. exhausted.. lack of sleep.. right am i not? LOL.. hmm.. let's see.. i've been busy rehearsing for the upcoming concert.. 27th January 2007 @ 6.30pm @ Kenyalang Theatre.. sponsored by LIONS, IXORA and IMH.. rehearsals had been boring, tiring, u name it.. hmm.. till i got so blur.. came home after rehearsal on tuesday.. reached home at about 10? hmm.. i went into the shower.. then i remembered.. i forgot my shirt.. told my sis it was okay n i'll just wrap a towel around.. then i remembered.. i forgot my shower gel in my room.. my sis HAD to get it for me.. after turning on the shower.. i realised.. i forgot to turn on the heater.. my sis HAD to turn it on for me.. lol.. i'm just so.. blur.. cant set my mind straight.. went shopping with my sister.. monday we went.. nowhere if im not wrong.. tuesday we went to saberkas.. wednesday we went to hock lee.. yesterday we went to parkson, tj n sp.. today went round the whole town.. idp, maybank.. lol.. tiring.. n the weater was soooo HOT! blistering.. lol.. went for practice again earlier just now.. lol.. anyway.. watchin my fair lady.. c\very interesting.. so i'll continue bloggin some other day.. lol.. ciao..

Pics at random

some pictures that i took recently..

my pomelo chose this cute puzzle for me from popular.. thx darling..

i look so funny.. but the skirt is nice..

it's a kinda pants actually.. really flair n sexayy..perfect for clubbin..lol..

i look fat..

skimpy..throwing off my curves..darling loves this.. can i have it??

it's adorable..

i like it..

this is made out of wire.. it's a dragonfly..

n last of all..

thanks pomelo dear.. love it soooo much.. hehe.. i guess the design fits us both well.. mwaks!

2007

my resolutions for 2007

• dance
• practice my piano
• pass grade 8 ballet
• pass grade 7 piano
• sleep earlier
• blog more often
• be less crazy
• meet up with my long lost frens
• meet up with frens who r leavin
• meet my pomelo
• get a life

so.. hmm.. this is boring.. life is boring.. sigh..

pictures..

proud heart cat..

do u love carebears? i do! lol..

recut..

my new skirt..


my new shorts..lol!

after church.. lol..


me n florence.. i like my hair colour.. lol..

caryn suleen n me.. i looked kinda fat.. lol..


on the way to youth prom..


a wedding dinner i attended.. lol

da back.. lol..

the front of my prom dress.. i changed it..

my days..

prom night's over.. it wasnt that bad.. it was fun actually.. i don have much pictures to post up yet.. cos i didn't bring my camera with me.. it just.. didn't fit into my bag.. anyway.. i had to be the usher for the day.. actually u can say i was da one dat registered ppl to go in.. lol.. prom wasn't that bad.. i had the perfect dress dat made me look a million dollars.. well at least to me.. joy didn't manage to go.. sad.. suleen n caryn went.. fun.. pomelo went.. ecstatic.. haha! im just being very lame as im very bored right now.. anyway.. suleen's down to ns already at betung.. lol.. missin her lots..

mirror mirror on the wall.. guess wad.. i feel like a walking stick.. =.= people are telling me that i'm too skinny.. mum n sis saying that i'm underweight.. yet my ballet teacher says i'm not skinny yet.. who am i suppose to listen to? is she expecting me to look like nicole richie? lol.. anyway.. prom night.. i was dilly dallying that afternoon.. went last min shoppin at saberkas with my mum.. found a bag n heels.. lol.. bought canai for my lunch n ta pao for the rest of the household members.. lol.. i was tryin out hairstyles since my mum didn't want to send me to the saloon at all.. i took my bath n decided to let it loose on my shoulder.. good hair day.. ;) managed to add some light makeup n made myself look like a doll.. lol.. i was on my way when my eye felt soooo itchy n i realised that it broke in the centre when i took it out.. n i had to rush to upwell to get another one.. nearest outlet.. lol..

i arrived there at kingwood inn feeling like a superstar.. lol im being very exaggerating.. as i stepped out of my green "limo", eyes(doorman) turned to look at me.. they were stunned(i nearly knocked my head).. lol! i waltzed right in n met some damsels.. LOL.. alrite alrite i'll get going.. i went in n found sarah n we got some things ready blablabla.. we took some vain pics but the pics are with sarah.. later on people started coming n darren sim was trying to annoy me the whole night till i got mad n they warned him not to blow me off.. lol.. actually most of the ppl started coming only after 6.30 around 7.. most of them looked at my back n not at my face.. lol.. why? cos my dress was cut down to a V behind till above my butt n was stringed with gold chains.. actually it was just plain beads n my mum n i changed it to gold chains.. we "edited" the dress a lil.. lol.. we had some praise n worship.. we had a short prayer.. n started eating.. n we played passing down the plates.. =.= lol! played hiroshima n nagasaki with pomelo.. hee.. he looked HAWT that night.. *winks*

after sending suleen n caryn off to i dono where they went, we had games.. kinda fun.. prizes were given.. lol.. i managed to win longest eyelashes for my table.. n i din even apply much mascara as i was in a rush.. lol.. it was some chocettes.. yummy.. lol.. went home after that.. lol..

went to church on sunday.. everyone's leaving soon.. sigh.. went to look for canai at the stall in saberkas but guess wad? it was closed!! sigh.. ta pao-ed for dad since he wanted rice.. went round kuching looking for canai n ended up with bakery n cool.. lol.. n the whole household was in a dead silence after that.. rainy days.. u just gotta sleep.. lol..

monday.. went shopping with mum n sis at parkson.. spent four hours there.. lol.. wasted about half an hour lookin for a parking spot.. didn't buy much actually.. nothing up for grabs.. or maybe i was just too busy stickin my head into applemints, diesel n b.u.m. only.. lol.. managed to get myself a skirt n da same diesel shorts.. lol.. mum asked me to get a size smaller since i've ingrown mine.. lol.. ppl must have wondered y am i trying on a pair of shorts that i already have.. lol.. i was wearing that shorts when i went to parkson.. lol.. da skirt was brown.. not bad but i just wanted to grab it.. now i guess i HAVE to wear it.. lol.. mum kept insisting that i wont wear em skirts.. not fair at all.. i'm still a girl.. lol.. sis got herself some bras over at triumph.. she spent half an hour in the fitting room till the salesgirls got annoyed n went to check on her.. lol.. she settled for the smaller size.. the effect is "better" n it "enhances" more.. lol.. according to her..

went down to get some things.. sis stopped over the boutique in the centre of parkson's LG floor.. mum went to guardian to get apple cider.. i sneaked to da supermarket to meet pomelo.. even just in a blue t n khakis, he looked awesome.. ;) never failed to catch my eye.. hee hee.. went to meet up with mum n sis again after that.. went to giant n had two plates of wedges.. yummy.. went home feeling much bloated after that.. mum steamed some tapioca.. i laid in bed since after shower till 9.. felt so lazy.. maybe cos it was the wrong time of the month n my butt was hurting me all day n i had such a long walk in parkson.. sigh.. watched nothing on tv with sis after dat.. watched mouse n cat.. or was it cat n mouse? cecelia cheung n andy lau.. nice movie.. had a bad time with my pomelo.. managed to slit the scar on my arm open again.. ;( went to bed at almost 4..

yesterday? woke up at 12.. watched mum make mooncakes.. she was making it for fun.. lol.. i stole one!! hehe.. had brunch.. sis vacuumed the house.. i mopped it up after that.. was singing all the way n sis was laughing at me so badly.. mum was teasing me.. lol.. after that we just fooled around.. had dinner.. watched falling in love.. LAST episode.. such a nice movie.. lol.. watched every dog has its date.. i watched the beginning n the ending.. lol.. came online n saw that no one was online n i was just wasting my time.. lol.. slept at arnd 3.. lol.. woke up at 1 this morning.. i'm starting to be a pig.. lol.. oh well.. didn't do much today.. so i guess that's all.. toodles.!! pictures next post coming right up.. ;)