Lost my Pazzworddd!!

lol! yea! read my title.. i did at first... till i remembered... damn! went and click on d "forgot your password" thing and da window dat came on said dat an email with my password has been sent to my email.. went and check.. blank.. yearite! stinkin.. lol! anyway... been in a really depressed and upset mood.. temper's been hot lately and i mean HOT!! like.. say the wrong thing and u're DEAD! lol! that's how i am lately.. much unfortunately... sob.. especially tonite.. tot it was gonna be a better after he came and put that smile on my face... but ended up no.. very much disappointed actually.. well.. this should be in my xanga... more to my personal life... but this is my dream... yea.. and it's my blog.. so im free to blog wadever i want.. rite now i just don feel rite... feel so broken... argh! don wanna blog anymore... wadever shyt im having to face rite now i don care anymore.. damn this life.. damn u.. damn this world... i live for a reason.. and the reason isn't u...