i refuse to smile. i'm all battered and beat.sometimes people are just so.. stubborn.. sigh.. some people can even get sticky and stick to you like glue..
like this..
and also..
i didn't even realise it's in my friendster inbox till just now.. annoying right? even my mum says so.. sigh.. when you get nice and friendly, this is what happens.. when you don't, you're called "hau lien".. what is right and what is wrong!?!? sigh.. sometimes i just wanna walk right in front of all the cars chasing the traffic light and BAM!! leave.. argh forget it.. my life is so hectic right now.. i'm so tired.. my ears are aching.. i've been listening and listening and listening and not talking.. why? sis.. again.. why? studies.. again.. why? racism.. in AUSTRALIA! unbelievable.. some students are being stucked up and not giving her any chance at all.. merely looking down on my sis' ability just because they started from scrape in Curtin and my sis was from LimKokWing.. unfair? YES. the victims of her problems? MUM, DAD, SIS. the victims of mum n dad? ME. i feel so small. so tiny. so fragile. like i'll break anytime. and i'm sure i will soon. *starts swatting mosquitoes flying all around* grr!!! i can't even blog in peace with all these mosquitoes stinging me!!!!!!!!!! i'll just.. shut down my laptop and go to sleep.. my bed is calling.. my bolster needs its daily hug.. my pillows need my warmth.. *SWATS AROUND MADLY AT MOSQUITOES* GRRRR!!! @#^$%*%$!!!! no. i'm not cursing. normally, i go "blablablawlfanlghagnaknl" when i'm lost for words. =D it's common. my habit. my bad. SMILE!
i love AND miss..
apple
chiwi
fishy
mummy
like this..
and also..
i didn't even realise it's in my friendster inbox till just now.. annoying right? even my mum says so.. sigh.. when you get nice and friendly, this is what happens.. when you don't, you're called "hau lien".. what is right and what is wrong!?!? sigh.. sometimes i just wanna walk right in front of all the cars chasing the traffic light and BAM!! leave.. argh forget it.. my life is so hectic right now.. i'm so tired.. my ears are aching.. i've been listening and listening and listening and not talking.. why? sis.. again.. why? studies.. again.. why? racism.. in AUSTRALIA! unbelievable.. some students are being stucked up and not giving her any chance at all.. merely looking down on my sis' ability just because they started from scrape in Curtin and my sis was from LimKokWing.. unfair? YES. the victims of her problems? MUM, DAD, SIS. the victims of mum n dad? ME. i feel so small. so tiny. so fragile. like i'll break anytime. and i'm sure i will soon. *starts swatting mosquitoes flying all around* grr!!! i can't even blog in peace with all these mosquitoes stinging me!!!!!!!!!! i'll just.. shut down my laptop and go to sleep.. my bed is calling.. my bolster needs its daily hug.. my pillows need my warmth.. *SWATS AROUND MADLY AT MOSQUITOES* GRRRR!!! @#^$%*%$!!!! no. i'm not cursing. normally, i go "blablablawlfanlghagnaknl" when i'm lost for words. =D it's common. my habit. my bad. SMILE!
i love AND miss..
apple
chiwi
fishy
mummy
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