chow-time!!

i'm being chow-ed by mosquitoes every night..
i should find a new spot to plug in my laptop n phone line..
AHHHH!!!
i should just go to coffeebean n drink n use their WiFi..
my home connection's bad..
REALLY bad..
=/

inevitable`

i refuse to smile. i'm all battered and beat.

sometimes people are just so.. stubborn.. sigh.. some people can even get sticky and stick to you like glue..

like this..

Date:	Thursday, 24 May, 2007 3:6 PM
Subject:	????
Message:	r u staying away from me ah... y....

and also..

Date:	Monday, 21 May, 2007 3:24 PM
Subject:	helloo..
Message:	how r u thr.. whr hv u been gal.. y nvr reply me gal... u forget tis fren oledy ah........... hope to hear u soooooooooon.... miss ya.. :-)

i didn't even realise it's in my friendster inbox till just now.. annoying right? even my mum says so.. sigh.. when you get nice and friendly, this is what happens.. when you don't, you're called "hau lien".. what is right and what is wrong!?!? sigh.. sometimes i just wanna walk right in front of all the cars chasing the traffic light and BAM!! leave.. argh forget it.. my life is so hectic right now.. i'm so tired.. my ears are aching.. i've been listening and listening and listening and not talking.. why? sis.. again.. why? studies.. again.. why? racism.. in AUSTRALIA! unbelievable.. some students are being stucked up and not giving her any chance at all.. merely looking down on my sis' ability just because they started from scrape in Curtin and my sis was from LimKokWing.. unfair? YES. the victims of her problems? MUM, DAD, SIS. the victims of mum n dad? ME. i feel so small. so tiny. so fragile. like i'll break anytime. and i'm sure i will soon. *starts swatting mosquitoes flying all around* grr!!! i can't even blog in peace with all these mosquitoes stinging me!!!!!!!!!! i'll just.. shut down my laptop and go to sleep.. my bed is calling.. my bolster needs its daily hug.. my pillows need my warmth.. *SWATS AROUND MADLY AT MOSQUITOES* GRRRR!!! @#^$%*%$!!!! no. i'm not cursing. normally, i go "blablablawlfanlghagnaknl" when i'm lost for words. =D it's common. my habit. my bad. SMILE!





i love AND miss..
apple
chiwi
fishy
mummy

bittersweet

almost as dead..
i have good news for my babes..
yet maybe it's not important anymore..
suleen you know what it is..
sigh..
i just miss things..
wish i could turn back the clock and pray that i've never stepped this far into the present..
make a difference..
not for myself..
but for others..
i'm not perfect..
i make mistakes too..
just like everyone else does..
but who bothers to care..
who bothers to sit down..
and ask, "what's wrong?"
who bothers to come forward..
and ask, "care to share a hug?"
who bothers to open up..
and ask, "wanna talk?"
who bothers to call up..
just to ask, "how are you?"

greetings!

here's a BIG gigantic smile..

=D

sorry for my lack of post.. i've disappeared for a whole week i know i know.. hmm.. well.. let's see.. a lot's happened.. =D hmm.. anyway.. i got my laptop.. yeap.. i'm blogging with my laptop now.. but unfortunately, still using dial up line so it's really really slow.. sigh.. anyway.. went to get my laptop set up at the comp shop behind upwell.. got it back around 5.30.. went home after that.. wednesday.. i stayed at home to rest.. i didn't feel very well actually.. hmm.. caught my chinese movie series on ntv7 with my daddy dear after lunch.. =D Falling In Love at 2p.m.. and My Love My Home at 3p.m.. dad's been making excuses that ME wanna watch the series.. actually he wants to watch them himself.. =D anyway.. nothing much.. something funny happened.. i was going to blog about it.. but i couldn't come online.. part of the reason why? i was lazy.. xD hehehe.. hmm.. oh well.. my PC's corrupted and sent to be reformatted.. i got an earful from my mum about it.. she was trying to do her work.. and as you can guess.. the comp LAGGED as usual.. my mum restarted the comp about ten times and she still couldn't do her work.. so i got blamed.. she said it must be down with virus and i must be the cause of it.. =/ yeah yeah.. so unfair.. sniff.. i don't even download stuffs online or surf XXX sites.. i'm good.. but she thinks that the blogs i visit contains virus.. =X hmm.. thursday? nothing much.. hehe.. oh yea.. i'm gonna lose all the pictures in my comp.. sigh.. =( all my school pics.. sniff.. i didn't get to copy ALL the folders.. i burned 2/3 of the folders into 2 blank cds.. the last third, it jammed halfway.. and i never continued it.. sigh.. and all he pictures from my phone.. luckily, i have copies in my pendrive for that.. =D but the latest ones are all in C drive.. and there's a folder on my desktop.. SNIFF!!! my babes n i.. the pictures.. sigh.. luckily.. i save all the pics with my babe in my phone with me.. =D yay.. hehe.. hmm.. thursday.. i did the same routine again.. =D oh yes.. i vacuumed the house after i woke up on wednesday.. =D hehe.. friday.. i only watched half of the movie at 3p.m.. i had to go for ballet lessons at 4.. no no.. i'm not dancing.. i'm TEACHING!! =D i dont really like the friday class though.. not that fun.. the kids aren't really active.. a bit dull.. finished at 7.. mdm natalya forgot to infrom me that the grade 6 class has been cancelled.. called mummy dear then.. she came to pick me up then we went off to saberkas to buy some things and to look for my laptop cooler.. bought some games for my laptop.. so i've been playing Diner Dash 2 and Pizza Frenzy a lot.. they're Yahoo! games.. and i'm not playing trial versions okay? registered.. =D i tried Turtle Bay but it ain't fun.. so i deleted it off.. i don't wanna make my laptop lag.. Saturday.. i woke up.. my knees were aching.. my muscle a bit cramp and i was having a bit of a runny nose.. went to teach anyway.. had breakfast at Lee's Cafe with mum around 8.. had Kueh Chap.. yummy.. xD the first class at 9.. pre primary.. cute bundle of rugrats.. next class at 10? primary!! they just had their exams.. baby amanda looked soooo adorable.. anyway.. taught them the new movements.. while my teacher sat there doing her work.. =.= after that.. the grade 2 class.. my baboon bro Caleb's sister's class.. they just sat for their grade 1 exam too.. waiting for results.. bound to come out in 3 months' time.. they were very funny and kept bullying me.. bad naughty students.. after their classed.. they were hanging out in the changing room.. i went in to get my bottle.. then one of the students asked me a weird question..

micheala: ivanna what's your race?
rufina: are you iban bidayuh or kadazan?
me: erm.. i'm chinese?
rufina: izit?!?! so can you speak hockien?
me: yeah..
rufina: i can too! (she's annoying and i don't really like her, she acts smart in class)
me: oh.. ok.. michaela.. why you asked? what race do you think i am?
michaela: i thought you're kadazan..
me: O.o" ookkkayy.. i'm pure chinese..
michaela: my mum's kadazan.. my dad's chinese.. i'm mixed.. hehe..
me: ooo.. nice.. *smiles*

that.. was weird.. haha! i'm a chinese!! hehehe.. after that it was my lunch break at 12.. mdm natalya went to have her lunch at the coffee shop next door with her friends and hubby.. i stayed at the ballet houses and enjoyed my cha sio pau.. =D very small ones.. bought 2.. was very lazy to eat actually.. wouldn't have bothered to eat if i wasn't feeling bored at that time.. hehehe.. after that mdm natalya came back n she took a nap on the sofa outside.. the next class was at 1.. grade 5.. now grade 6.. =D only 2 of the students came.. out of 4.. hmm.. well.. thought them the movements.. checking the syllabus book every now and then.. well, i did alright.. =) after that was the grade 3 now grade 4 class.. i did it too! =D *big grin* hehehe.. then the grade 6 now grade 7 class.. they'll be learning the Les Sylphide style.. it's VERY romantic.. anyway.. my class was next.. by then, i was feeling really sick already.. just wanted to go home badly.. sigh.. went to the bakery and got some garlic toast.. wasn't that nice.. lack of garlic taste.. hmm.. came home.. took my shower after dinner.. practised the church pieces till my leg cramped from stepping on the damper pedal.. after that i hung out with mum in their room.. dad was watching tv..

me: mum.. do i look like a chinese?
mum: of course.. if not?
me: u know what some students asked me this morning? *repeats convo to mum*
mum: hahahaha.. *no comment*
me: *goes to ask dad*
dad: *laughs*
me: *goes back to room* mum.. u said ur maternal or paternal side indonesian foochow right?
mum: nolah!! where got foochow.. none of my side is foochow.. my maternal grandma is indonesian..
me: pure indonesian? then your maternal grandpa?
mum: china man.. wait.. he's Siamese if i'm not wrong..
me: WAH!!! Siam? Thailand? King Chulalongkorn? haha!
mum: yep.. so actually we have relatives in Thailand.. but never kept in touch..
me: oo.. so we have relatives in indonesia too?
mum: yep..
me: ee.. why so complicated? so mixed up.. just like rojak.. no wonder i don't really look like chinese.. must be i got the genes.. it doesn't show on you physically so it generated to me..
mum: *laughs*

haha! so.. don't find it weird alright? i'm still trying to figure out my family tree and trace back to find out what's my race originally.. so now i now i'm well.. 1/2 teochew, 1/4 foochow, 1/8 hakka, 1/16 siamese, 1/16 indonesian.. i sound like rojak right? *laughs* =P it's the truth alright.. so far that's how much i know.. =D anyway.. went to bed REALLY early.. before 10.. =D don't be surprised.. i couldn't really sleep though.. mum didn't want to turn on the fan in case my condition deteriorates.. so we left the bulb on but unfortunately, the mosquitoes still don't wanna leave us alone.. AND!! how can a person actually sleep when the person next to you keeps bending over you and ask you questions right? anyway i couldn't stand it.. i turned off the bulb, pushed the fan head up and changed into a tee then slept.. THEN!!! my mum got up and started asking me things and made me slept the other way round so the fan wouldn't blow at my face but at my feet instead.. hmm.. so i finally got my peaceful sleep at 4a.m.. =( woke up at 8.. just lay in bed.. listened to mum talking to dad about breakfast.. hmm.. i woke up then.. dad went to buy breakfast.. noodles.. =D i've not eaten them for weeks.. and i really mean WEEKS.. took a bath then.. bad idea.. cos my nose got even more runny.. i was already feeling feverish.. and my lips were starting to dry up.. by the time i got to church, i was so dried up.. played up there.. funny i didn't feel cold.. i was wearing short sleeve.. for the closing hymn, we played Change My Heart O God.. funnily, uncle eng hean and i were trying to stay in time with the pastor and the congregation.. they were singing faster and slower.. just at different speed.. weird.. hmm.. went to hock lee after that.. mum n dad had fastfood.. me? i was having a bad mood swing so i didn't have any lunch at all.. kept snapping at people.. hmm.. went to imh after that.. it was a little past one.. i reached the ballet house.. heard the grade 4 music playing.. and the studio door was closed.. i opened the door.. mdm natalya looked and smiled.. beatrice was in there.. holding the syllabus book.. i gave her a thumb up and stuck my tongue out at her.. then she gave me a tearful look and complained that she doesn't understand anything.. i sighed.. dropped my things in the room and went out to the studio in my proper clothes.. luckily my pants were stretchy.. i didn't even get to tie my hair up.. and i took over the class immediately till their class finished.. and beatrice was teased by mdm natalya for not being able to understand the syllabus.. i was surprised i even manage to tell them to do what and what in FRENCH.. =.= like chasse an avant to third arabesque blablabla.. haha! my class was next.. i was VERY warmed up and tired and also feeling very sick then.. by the time i got to piano class, i was half dead.. i managed through my scales and my exam List B.. then i had to play a church piece.. so i blindly opened the book and flipped to "Open Our Eyes".. quite a nice song.. after that..

ms Laura: where's your sight reading book?
me: *gets up and search in file*
ms Laura: *starts to laugh*
me: er..
ms Laura: i just realised you are 2 person..
me: hehe.. *blur*
ms Laura: during ballet class i can see that you're always laughing and giggling and sometimes crazy..
me: hehe..
ms Laura: sometimes naughty.. then when you come to piano class you're so quiet and serious like when you're in church..
me: erm.. *smiles*
ms Laura: don't worry.. u can ask me funny questions sometimes too.. *grins*
me: er hehehe.. *grins back, opens sight reading book*
ms Laura: *takes book* since we were talking about naughty and crazy and fun i'll choose a fun sight reading piece for you..
me: *gulps*

the piece was okay.. weird phrasing and keys and accidentals and staccatos.. *scratches head* not to mention.. the time signature.. oh well.. class ended at 4.30.. mum was already waiting for me.. told her the conversation and she LAUGHED.. hmm.. went to southern after that.. bought some buns to eat.. for dinner.. dad came home.. he went to get a new pair of spectacles.. he broke the one he was using..

me: daddy.. you know what laura said just now?
dad: *sits down* what?
me: hahaha you ask mummy tell you la..
mum: ee you tell yourself!
me: dowan! you tell!
dad: see! when got things you people never want to tell me.. *goes to change clothes*

*silence*

dad: *sits down on couch* so, what did laura say? is it about me? or you? or what?
me: haiya u ask mummy la.. hahaha! *goes to kitchen*
mum: she said she realised she has two personalities.. during ballet she's crazy and naughty and fun.. in piano class she's quiet and serious like when she's in church.. then she told her that sometimes she can do that in piano class too.. but she said ms laura everytime looking very grouchy or serious how to fool around and get naughty..
dad: ohhh.. hahaha! that one i knew since long ago.. since she was small already know that she's crazy and always laughing.. used to make her san jie(jayne) laugh everytime.. i told jayne, "you're really lucky to have a laughing bomb little sister.. she's always making you laugh.."
me: *laughs*
dad: *enters kitchen* true or not?? *laughs*
me: hahaha yeala yeala.. very true la.. laughing bomb.. *goes to sit on couch* laughing bomb.. hahaha.. laughing gas la!!
dad: eh yea.. laughing gas.. 'lau liao'.. blur already.. haha
me: *laughs*

haha that's how crazy it gets.. hmm.. guess that's all for now.. gonna go take my medicine and rest.. =D tata!










i miss.. people.. i mention them a lot already so no point i mention all the time.. =D but, since i LIKE to.. =D
I MISS APPLE AND CHIWI AND MUMMY AND FISHY!!!!!!!!!
*big smiles*



ahh tummyache.. oh yea.. i cut my tummy.. on purpose.. repeatedly.. well.. for a reason.. =D

it's O V E R!!!!!

ballet exam is O V E R!!

YIPPEE!!
though, the examiner was sooooo "proud"..
u smile at her and,
she gives u this s t e r n stare


like..
she's the queen
and we're the maids
and she's waiting
for us to make mistakes
so
she can execute us..

=D



i'm evil..
BAHHH!!!!
EXAM'S OVER!!


FINISTO!!


=D

toodles grade 8!!
i'm gonna miss u!!
hello intermediate..
i'm gonna loathe u..
XD

oh yea..
we took a picture with d examiner..
her face was like a dark cloud..
maybe cos we interrupted her having lunch..
but she was grouchy all the way..
=D


will blog more again soon..
=D
i need.. REST.. =)


i miss yous!!!!
apple & chiwi



=)

photoshop-ed

my eldest sis.

i like this the most.. =D second sis!

apple + banana + kiwi = slimming juice? =D

loverly. XD

i like this. very.. peaceful. a bit magical. =D

fluorescenic..

so.. weird.. XD

much better?

yeah i like this most. =D

besties! =D

boohs! =D

look ahead

lazy to wake up..

my comp's very interesting..

mini cheezels!! from darwin..

yummy..

on a laaaazeeee saturdayy morningggg..

study!!

complicated.

my apple juice.. sowee suleen.. i love u too much.. ahha! =P

the cake.. rm5.50.. who's next? haha!

make ur wish.

whooshhh..

i fell in love with this.. haha!

Sweet Editions..
Tutti Frutti.

Mukah Ice Boat.

Black Forest Coupe.

Palette.

Gergasi. 10 diff scoops of ice cream!!!!

Ice Cream Parade?

Butter Scotch Honey.

Mango Souffle.

Kinky.

the necklaces.

my outfit for Parents Sunday. playing for choir. forced to!! to go with my beige pants.. =D

swarzenbach's top.

my new sandals!

daddy said "i buy for u lah.." xD thanks daddy!! love u!


i just realised.. i'm VERY prone to getting knocked down by cars lately. somehow, i JUST wont look left and right.. hehehe.. =D

*HUGE SMILE!*

*big smiles*

i've d e c i d e d i won't continue my previous post..
nobody u n d e r s t a n d s it anyway..
=D

hmm.. sorry for the lack of update.. haven't been online.. =D was being.. LAZY.. hehe.. anyway.. i can't really remember anything that's happened.. erm.. hmm.. oh yes.. Saturday.. came home from ballet.. rushed d church pieces.. one of it, that uncle Tracey compiled, Here At Thy Table, was killer.. all d flats and sharps.. and it was reaaaalllyyyy confusing.. it was in the key of E Major - Bb, Eb, Ab.. and he gave A# and G#.. then i was wondering.. isn't A# a Bb? isn't G# an Ab? hmm.. oh well.. i struggled through that piece.. hehe.. next morning.. Sunday.. ahh.. woke up feeling.. fresh.. okok.. was feeling tired.. i slept late remember?? =D had my bath.. picked out my clothes then.. then was off to church.. bahhhh.. i felt so skimpy and tall and smart and sleek and elegant.. =X that's how i always feel when i put on my heels to match my skirt and shirt.. hmm.. haha! =P uncle Eng Hean was there already.. n he was talking to uncle Tracey.. went up in front as usual.. checked the time.. almost 10.30.. went up to the stage.. sat down.. *dup.. dup.. dup.. dup..* it's been like.. 7/8 months since i played up there? *gulps* they rotate the pianists.. we only have 5.. 10.30.. pastor wong went up to the podium.. *dupdupdupdupdup* ahha! =P alrite alrite.. i wasn't that nervous.. maybe at the beginning of our opening hymn.. but i was fine after that.. during the sermon uncle Eng Hean n i went down to take our seats.. then i checked with him when he'll be going to receive the Holy Communion.. i was to go first as usual.. n he said he'll go during the 2nd or 3rd song.. i was like.. =O the second song is Here At Thy Table.. and i'm stumbling in that song.. how am i gonna accomplish it alone?? >< so i told him.. and he told me that it's in the hymnal page 369.. i quickly turned to my hymnal.. and gave a huge sigh of relief.. the version in the hymnal looked easier.. wait.. it WAS easier.. so i managed through the whole service without and stumbling.. hmm.. i did hit a wrong key.. hehe.. bleh =P anyway.. church ended at.. around 12.30? i dont know.. i didn't see the time.. went to kenyalang a while.. then.. i took over the driving.. went to southern to get some lunch.. then went off to IMH/BDH.. then.. blablablablabla.. =P after that, i drove home.. hehehe.. i've been my mum's "driver" for days.. yet, she still wont let me take the car.. sigh.. sowee chiwi babe.. *hugs* dumdum suween.. dush dush! xD anyway.. nothing much.. monday.. it was.. KIM SENG'S BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday!! =D *big smiles* grown up liao.. stop being so grouchy like a grandpa.. xD anyway, i'm nice.. i brought him out to celebrate.. =D met at TJ.. my usual hang out place.. we went over to coffeebean then.. just sat there watching Happy Tree Friends on his iPod.. then we walked around.. got some necklaces.. =D then we went over to holiday inn.. got him a cake! brownies cake.. it was yummy.. bitter chocolate.. =D hehe.. the lady thought that i was gonna eat the cake and she served it to me.. haha! he ordered tea, i got apple juice.. it was REALLLLYYY nice.. anyway, i got the waitress to put a candle and light it.. she asked whose birthday so we told her.. she was being very nice.. hehe.. i was being REALLLLYYYY nice and i fork-fed him the cake.. hahaha! =P i finished my drink.. then i ordered another.. hehe.. after that we went to pay up.. rm33.80.. hmm.. went back to SP.. looked at SHOESSSS.. at Lea Centre.. saw this REALLLYYY nice Puma shorts.. asked the guy where it was.. what he said?

"ini sampel sahaja."

asked him whether they still have any.

"dalam stor"

=.= sooooo LAZY that salesman!! felt like STRANGLING him on the spot.. so we went off then.. i went down to get my popcorn.. they finally have it!! =D so we went back to TJ then.. my mum came to pick me up.. hmm.. came home.. i checked the holiday inn bill.. my apple juice actually cost rm11.50!!! =.= and i had TWO!! =.=* sigh.. oh well.. Gary came to get things from me then.. Gary.. Suleen's dinosaur boy.. huhuhu! =P hmm.. i didn't go online again.. =D yesterday i woke up late.. hehe.. even if i wake up early, there's nothing to do.. hmm.. sides, my dad doesn't mind as long as i don't wake up TOO late.. x) went down to mum's office.. didn't do anything.. drove home as usual.. then i rushed off to choir.. the dumdum piece "wo qin ai de mama" again.. somehow, i just don't like that piece.. it's easy to play.. but.. it's in CHINESE!! bahhh.. hmm.. this morning i woke up early!! =D but.. i went back to sleep again.. =.= i vacuumed the house though.. hehehe.. hmm.. then i had my bath.. it was sooooo HOT.. after that i went down to mum's office.. i drove home after that.. parents was gonna go to saberkas.. i didn't want to go.. i didn't want to miss the last episode of my movie on tv2 at 7!! after having my bath i had my dinner.. ate slowly while waiting for 7pm.. in the end!! =.= it was showing the new movie already.. i was like.. NOOO!!!! =.= dush dush DUSHHH!!!! soooooo frustrated.. i went to wash up the dishes and the rice cooker then.. luckily my parents were still home.. so they waited for me.. hehe.. then i went off to saberkas.. looked at the luggages at NgiuKee.. hmm.. browsed around.. mum got herself a handbag.. soooo expensive.. rm226.90.. dush! i got one myself.. rm55.90.. =D okay okay.. mum's bag had 70% n mine had 20%.. hehehe.. dad got himself two belts.. i tried on this blouse at swarzenbach's.. it was NICE but.. too big.. =/ anyway, mum and i went upstairs.. nothing much.. didn't really bother to browse around.. then we went to SOS.. got the red sandals i wanted.. it was a 5 but a perfect fit.. i'm a 6.. *sigh* then we went to the supermarket.. got some fruits and stuff.. hehehe.. last stop, guardian.. we reached the floor.. n they shut the door.. =.= *sigh again* went home then.. didn't do much.. did the laundry.. kept the newly bought things.. hmm.. came online.. to blog.. hehehe.. pictures up soon.. =) big smileS!!

almost g o n e

who said ballerinas don't have to s t u d y ?



=)


i was.. sitting there.. enjoying myself.. doing nothing.. just playing mobile sudoku..

mdm natalya: *enters room* ivanna, i want u to study the pre-elementary syllabus and teach the grade 5 class.. i'll watch..
me: 0.0 okayy..
serena: *laughs*
me: grrr.. *starts punching, smacking serena*

haha! nah.. it wasn't hard actually.. but combining the steps in my head was kinda hard.. would u peeps like to try? =D tehehe.. unfortunately, it's all in french.. YESSSSS i learn french.. the ballet terminologies are in french.. like..

'en dehor, en dedan, glissade, echappe, soubresaut, sautes'


=) meaning?

en dehor [on-dae-or] - outwards
en dedan [un-the-done] - inwards
glissade [glee-say] - gliding movement transferring from one foot to another across the floor
echappe [ay-shap-pay] - escape
soubresaut [su-bre-sou] - jumping with ur feet together[3rd/5th position]
sautes [sou-tay] - jumps in first position

=) of course.. i left out the strokes or the sounds.. hehehe.. hmm.. wad else do i have to remember.. hmm.. the four alignments of the body.. there is..

croisse [quar-zay]
en face [un-fast]
efface [ae-fa-say]
ecarte [ae-car-tay]

there are four five basic positions for the arms and feet..

F E E T
1st position - feet in a V-shape heels together
2nd position - feet apart[sideways], one foot's length between
3rd position - feet close together, heels touching the middle of ur foot
4th position - feet apart one in front of the other
5th position - close position, heels n toes touching

A R M S
starting position - bras bas [bra-ba] - arms rounded 3inches away from ur thighs
1st position - arms rounded, opposite your tummy
2nd position - from 1st, open to the side, at shoulder's height
3rd position - one arm from second moves to 1st position, a combination of 1st & 2nd
4th position - one arm lifted up framing your head with a combination of 2nd position
5th position - both arms framing your head


there are also supplementary positions..

wide-V position - arms open palms inwards/outwards in a V-shape
demi-seconde - arms between bras bas & 2nd position, like holding your skirt
demi-bras - arms open palms facing up, like in second position, but lower, at hips' line


hehehehe.. okay. i'm being boring. =) i'll continue this.. tune in! 'cha! nights!

thoughtless

i'm planning to s h u t down my blog soon.



=)

atta pics!

my dad's f a v o r i t e bookmark.. i got it for him..

i miss those c r a z y times

the things we do in class.. ok fine.. the things I do in class..

almost..

it's a phoenix! or.. a d r a g o n . hmm



part of my c a n d i d s.. food eating.. they really "e n j o y".. haha! dush!! XD

fafanda

toilet head rach

my sexy babe

ahma wendy




this is r a n d o m

bad notti cawyn.. tehehe.. poor fishy..
cawyn don kill me kays?
hehehe! d u s h ! ! !




more pics soon..
i promise!!
i miss school wadddd...
tehehe..