ouch.

nope. this isn't rash. it's what i got from playing rock paper scissors loser gets smacked with kids. and they can REALLY smack!! just look at my right hand! theirs weren't so bad. why? they took turns to play. no one took turns to play with them but they all took turns to play with me. all fighting over me. i went into the studio randomly and ended up getting pulled down to the floor and played this game. and my little 'daughter' was being so protective of me and kept asking them not to hit me so hard anymore and she kept placing her lil small cute hand over mine and they ended up smacking her. she is SOOOO sweet!!! and i love her to bits. =D

i'm in charge of Yankee Doodle babies. they're all sooo cute! and i ended up taking care of Heigh-Ho too.. people do forget their responsibilities at time but oh well. i was free anyway and it was my pleasure to help them and just be with my lil adorable babies. XD their lovely names?

Liew Shuen [my fav baby!]
Joyce [she's my faithful maid. she wipes my sweat for me voluntarily and gives me massages]
Larissa [my baby from IMH]
Jing Wern [she's stuck to me a lot]
Poh Joo [she's very quiet and seldom smiles but when she does, CUTE!]
Josephine [she's super cute and smiley-ish!]
Joanne [sweet chinese doll look]
Pauline [sweet chubby baby]
Elaine [always looking blur and very quiet]
Sing Rou [i had a HARD time remembering her name]
Yuki [she's really funny and sweet]
Heidi [quiet little girl with pigtails]
Brenda [she's quiet too oh well]


those are the Yankee Doodle babies.. only 7 of them are involved in Heigh-Ho..

Liew Shuen - Doc
Poh Joo - Grumpy
Josephine - Happy
Joanne - Bashful
Yuki - Sleepy
Brenda - Sneezy
Joyce - Dopey


they're all soooo CUTE!! and before their turn, i told them to SMILE!!! for me. and when they started i went and sat in front of them and smiled widely at all of them. at the end of our rehearsal, my Yankee Doodle and Heigh-Ho babies were praised for their lovely face. accept for Elaine. she wears glasses and we were told to take them off except for hunter n huntresses so she couldn't see clearly. but oh well, they were still cute!



more of penguin!!!! =D his name? Starry. hehe.

grrrrr.. hehe =)
suleen i know you're gonna say "ur hair's so straight!!" haha.. sigh i don't feel like cutting my hair. and no, i NEVER straightened my hair.. =) it's all natural.. and when it gets out of hand, it gets a lil curly/wavy.. sometimes, one side curly one side straight.. annoying though.. hehe..


just like this.. sigh.. =)




to end today's post, here's my latest most preferred picture. vain i know. =)


a mixed up concoction of emo - joy/anger/depression/loneliness. =)





i love you lots. =)
you know who you are.

to live is to die and to laugh is to cry
to live is to love with all your heart
to live is to walk and to talk in your word
to live is to sing in your love
=)


dancing with the feet in one thing
but dancing with the heart is another
to dance is to be out of yourself
larger, more beautiful, more powerful

videoooo...

found this video.. i danced this variation of Don Quixote [The Dream] in IMH's concert early this year in January.. =)

oops.

i'll... update later.. =)
hehehe.

bored.

every now n then i get bored. hehe but ah, it's ALWAYS right? don'cha think so? =) went for class at 4.. finished at 9.. i better check my weight tomorrowwwww... =D *being lame*


fair leggies.. haha *winks*

how many inches? my invisible stilettos.. imaginary..

so i reckon 4 inches at least?? sexy don'cha think? haha =P


before i went to class, suleen dropped by my house to pass me something.. her sweet usual self giving me yummy gifts to make me happy and put that smile on my face..


SURPRISE!! IT'S A PENGUIN!!! it's my fav animal at the moment.. =) thanks darling..

but erm, why does it have a duck's butt? but oh well, like you said, it belongs to the BIIIIRRRRDDDD-ah famiwy..




hehe thanks babe. u rawk my world.. and i love you heaps! that penguin, has a star. with a registered code.. and i got it done just now. i now have a star of my own, called starrus.. it's under the BIG star Pegasus and it's somewhere North.. =) and i have an official certificate from the International Star Registry.. =) suleeeennnn!!!! i love u heapsss!! thankies!! hehehe..

dance.

from this week onwards, my schedule will be tight. i will be away dancing till 9p.m. every wed-fri.. and 11a.m. to 6p.m. every sat and sunday. =) till at least i've done my audition, yes i have an audition coming up for perth, i won't be free. and if i don't get into that school, i'll be sweeping the roads in kuching. =) dancing is all that keeps me happy now. other than thought of you. =)

rehearsals are fun, 3 reasons
* i don't have to eat
* sweating is better than crying
* i get to burn all my fat!



=) i love rehearsals.. yes i do.. i love classes where i sweat like bitter crazy and get as happy as i can no matter how emo i am feeling inside.. =) and honestly, it feels good. and i'm gonna make memories of all this.. and keep it in my heart.. =)






lotsa love..

random.

just the other day..

me : pa, what are those flowers?
daddy : which one?
me : that white one and the purple one next to you..
daddy : i don't remember the name..
me : oo.. got such flower? how come i've never seen before..?
daddy : now you see lor..
me : erp.. =X

the white one..

purple..


just now..
me : paaa!! what happened to the flowers??
dad : which one??
me : neh.. that white and purple one..
dad : in the small pot?
me : yeaaa.. it's not there anymore!!!
dad : oohhh!! that flower blooms every now and then so it falls off a lot too.. and it's been raining these days so it drops..
me : oooo.. hehe.. i thought what happened.. (i thought the rats ate it..)
dad : expensive you know.. rm5 per pot.. money eating..


i'm a princess in my own world.. =)

the rainbow on a rainy day.. =) after crying, i felt like a rainbow when the sun came out..

ignore my eyelashes.. hehe rainbow rainbow!! =)

you're gone.
but i'll still be smiling.
because i know.
that you wouldn't want me to be sad.
and i'm happy now.
because you're happy.
and that's how it's gonna be.



and i will be waiting for that day
when we reunite
and if it happens
i'll never let you go again
because deep down
you're the only one that i love
more than anything
and i just want you to know
that i'll always be here
if you ever need me
and i'll be waiting
and anticipating
for your return..

too soon.

you know who you are.......
my tears are falling..
and i can't help it..
i just miss you........ =(