boredom.. hmm hmm.. =)

random pictures!! =D patience k? i'm 'speechless' now so pictures will do.. after all those pictures i uploaded in here, this is just how i feel..

hehehe *winks!*

my mum took this

so manyyyy!!! =(

she's not camera shy, she's just posing!! =P

people were getting ready for raya and they were getting ready for xmas!!! hmmm... *checks calendar*

during raya.. weeehh!! hehe i didnt buy this though... =)

loved this too but i didn't buy it too.. haha i just realised my skin tone is the same as the shirt!!! hahaha!!

taken at saberkas.. my mum abandoned me..*sobs* heheh..

ELMO!!!!! it's a SHE right??? *thinks*

rooben : is it real??
me: you think??

a girl can have fun too!!! =D

the start of a long day..

getting ready for footloose!! =D yes it's an 80's jazz song that we're dancing to.. *starts singing.. "loose.. footloose..kick of your sunday shoes..."* ehhe.



and now.....





TA-DAH!!!!! =D



me ; angelina.. she said : big contrast!! hehe.. =P

angelina ; me.. hehehe

me ; eileen ; rachel

angelina ; jacinta ; beatrice ; eileen ; me! *ignore the bums*

chloe ; leanne ; phoebe ; beatrice ; me!

chloe ; phoebe ; beatrice ; me ; rachel [back] leanne ; jacqueline

chloe ; leanne; angelina ; phoebe ; me ; rachel [back] eileen ; jacinta ; jacqueline

karen ; me ; beatrice ; yi ping ; apple.. karen is trying to strangle me!!

me!!! *embarrassed*

oops.. i don't have a nice arabesque line.. sorry.. hehehe..

make up's gone!! and i look drunk.. and messy.. with lotsa hair wax..

oops... *blur*

they say, GOTHIC!!!! i say, FUNNY!!!! =D

first day of photo shoot.. that's A LOT of foundation..

my hunter costume.. so do i look like a guy? =D a lil kid called me handsome!!! *blush* hahah.. ;D

last year, a gAy named dexter vandalized my highlighter.. haha.

he's cute rite? =D

playing with shades.. pinkish orangish brownish..

this i had a HARD time removing due to the glitter and thick pencil eye shadow.. and i didn't have remover..

boo! hehehe.. i look scary.. yes? =D

my once upon a time love of my life..

after 5 years.. my grade 7!! i took it 2 months ago.. hehehe.. and trust me, i didn't practice much.. lazy.. hehe *winks*

needs`

i miss you...
you know i do..
and you know that i love you..
wish you're still her with us..
but God has a better plan for you..
a painless plan for you..
now you're up there among the clouds..
a shining star in the night..
looking down on us..
watching us..
smiling down on us..
i miss you so so much..
if i could hold you one more time..
i wouldn't let you go..
i love you granny..
i still remember the candies you used to buy for me..
i still remember you buying yummy foods for us from the minivan..
i still remember the stories you'll tell us while we massage your legs..
i still remember how much you love and care for us..
how much you long to see us over the years..
having your wish fulfilled..
you left us..
all alone..
i need you granny..
i need you to hold..
i need you to hug..
i need you so much..
to tell you all the things i never told you before..
to say thank you for taking good care of me when i was an infant..
words can't express how i feel..
i just wish i could spend another day with you..
i ♥ you..

exhaustion..

i'm tired.. and i can't be bothered to sleep.. hehe.. how bad can i get? currently addicted to My Little Princess.. it's a song.. i just downloaded it.. hehe yes i'm having fun with streamyx now.. =D it's about time.. hehehe anyway i'm really tired.. had class.. from 11 this morning.. till 7 just now.. actually past 7.. but we had about almost an hour's break.. for lunch only.. yep.. it was reallyyyyy tiring.. my legs are aching badly and my heels are really painful from standing too long.. worse come to worse, my bruises aren't getting any better.. in fact, i think i got it worse.. =( sigh.. *head droops* oops.. hehe.. *naps for 30 secs* don worry i didn't drool.. hehe.. anyway, i miss fun timessss!! i miss my friends.. it's about 3 more months left.. 90 days.. 12 weeks.. i'm getting my passport done after i get my new I.C. yes i renewed my I.C. hehe.. argh.. i don think i want to blog more.. i'm just speechless and i have nothing to say.. hehe..




*waves* [the webbie style] haha ;)

peetweets!

he's so cute.. hehe.

ivanna looks drunk! =D does she? agree? haha

he's my bf.. *winks*

banana shy? ahhaha oops..

that smile.. =D i melt my own heart.. haha *embarrassed* haha ;)

member no 21!! =D [n final??]

ka-ching! =D this, is, number, 21!!! haha! my mum said i cant get anymore.. aww.. but my dad will let me.. =P haha hmm.. this is one of the latest Nike sneakers.. oh and those socks are new too.. haha there's furry furry ball too!!! =D cute rite?? it costs about rm20.. the shoes? x10.. hehehe.. but they're SUPPOSED TO last me a long time so yep!! hehehe anyway, last thursday, i met up with Lester [Crazy Boy] and Irwin [Hamsap Apek] since lester just came back from KL for hols.. haha. anyway they came to pick me up from my mummy's office then we went to play pool at Medan Pelita 8th Floor.. i didn't play since i didn't know how..

the table.. left is Irwin, right is Lester.. haha not bad both of them.. quite pro at it.. i can't imagine myself playing.. haha.


anyway, since i didn't play, they still wanted to make me play something at least.. so we went to Hock Lee Arcade to play Daytona.. haha.. met 5 other friends of theirs.. so we got the WHOLE row.. but one of them didn't play so there were 7 of us playing.. first time i got 6/7.. hahaha i don remember who got 1st.. anyway we were waiting for Irwin to change his money cos the machine ate one of his tokens.. hahah i was sitting there relaxing myself..

Lester : why u look so bored?
me : i look bored? no la.. just relaxing myself.. when drivin should be relaxed..
Lester : lol
me : it's trueeee!!!

haha we started round 2.. was driving, speeding, then i rammed into lester's car.. and he ricocheted off the wall.. hahaha and he still pushed my head.. =.= after that i got first.. weeeee!! lol

Lester : wahh not bad oh.. 1st..
me : of course!! told u must RELAX!!!
Lester : sheessshhh..
me : hahaha!

after that we went to Bing! and i treated them to drinks.. since it was almost 5 we rushed off to send me back to my mum's office.. after we finished our drinks.. yep.. hahaha since they don't allow me to post the lovey dovey pictures of the two of them at bing! so i'll be nice and not post it up.. haha.. anyway, i'm really bored.. and i finally got my streamyx! =D yay.. ahhahahha ok i'm being really lame.. =D alright, that's all for now.. i've got nothing to say.. hahaha *waves!!!!*







i miss my bestiessss!!!! =D

calming my mind..

the most beautiful canon one will ever hear..
starts with waves..
then the beautiful sound of music..
calming..

a moment in time...

because of these
memories, i ha ve a preserved
treasure kept in my heart. no matter
the distance between us, we'll be
great friends, all the time,
no matter the distance,
we'll be the best
of friends.
=)