dedicated to u~ the joy bringer to my life..

i never knew that it would be u,
how can this be so true,
all this while i never knew,
nothing worthwile can i do.

i never knew that this could be,
how can it be just u n me,
how the world evolves around us,
true love waits but it's for just.

i long awaited for someone,
to hold me tight and keep me warm,
all though before there were none,
i knew that i had been a bum.

i never realised that u'll be there,
your heart you willingly gave to me,
all this while my life had been unfair,
but then this word came up dat's "we".

u loved me for who i am,
u stood by my side whenever i'm alone,
u're the shepherd and i'm the lamb,
n made sure i'm not skin as bone.

when the day u said "i love u",
i din noe that it was a dream come true,
but then i came to know the truth,
it was like a toothfairy that came for my tooth.

u held my hand and never let me go,
u held me close as tho i would be snatched,
n now my heart shall fear no more,
even if i fall u're ready to catch.

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this post is left untitled.. my hun needs me now... so i'm goin to bed... lol.. see yah..

blogging blogging blogging

ahh... finally exam is over and i'm finding peace here rite now......NOT~!! ugh.... no more stress.. whee... ugh.. i dono wad to blog about... lol.. currently just being lame la actually... so oh well... nyeh! blablabla.. dowan blog anymore!! grr...

exam?

yes it's almost over.. wad a joy.. wad a delight.. wad a RELIEF!! dang.. anyway... wad was i doing
on tuesday nite? well.. my mum bought this 100 diff colours of thread thing for my sis.. the colours were in a TERRIBLE mess so i volunteered to arrange it.. how smart ritE? took me a WHOLE hour to arrange.. dang.. lol.. anyway.. look below... it looks better rite? haha!


100 colours.. phew... hectic.. i didn't study... lol..

anyway... my sis was doing her packing.. yea she came back for her marketing trip.. and she's in sg now... but she dropped by at kuching for 3 nights.. she managed to get me a be-earlied bdae pressie furthermore..


it's all white choc... gotta get my hun to help me eat this up.. since he loves white choc.. lol..

well... she left for kk on monday with my dad... my dad wanted to see how kk is.. lol.. well at least he bought me a shirt from O'reef.. and da bad thing was? i gave my sis the wrong size.. guess i'll just have my mum to sew the sides up then.. lol.. well my dad's back.. came back on wednesday... hrm... and my mum left for sg with my sis... these two "lao gu"[old cow].. lol.. kept leaving me home alone lately.. sob.. sad.. haha.. well anyway... my mum's not gonna come back till sun.. sigh... been to the library.. to see my hun... lol.. argh.. cant wait for exam to be over.. i've got visitors on my forehead thanks to the exam stress i got.. lol.. and i've been sleeping for every single paper nowadays... i really need to catch up on my sleep i suppose... lol.. oh well... todya was horrible.. and i don wanna talk about it... except during the afternoon when i get to see my hun again.. hmm.. anyway... this is how i'm getting to look like for exams lately.. lol..


i seem to have the words "don-try-messing-with-me" written all over my face ey?

oh well... dat's all i'm gonna post for tonight.. heck it's 11.27 nearing 11.30 and i'm supposed to go to bed already.. lol.. oh well... goodnites ppl... mwahs!!

hmm..

i cut my hair!! hee.. from.. [left to right]


and i got bored in the car..took more pictures..



oh well... the things i do when im bored..i feel so vain.. well.. i am anyway.. hee!! lovin da cam lots! im facing a BAD cam whore.. crappy.. hee!! i love the first, centre and last pic.. that makes a diagonal.. a winning tic-tac-toe.. hee.. win my heart? love the pics.. chillin out rite now...

well... went to hock lee for dinner just now with my sis.. had sushi.. rm22.50 altogether.. omg!! lol.. bought some slipper sandal with bells.. will post the picture up soon.. lol.. sis borrowed rm50 from me to buy her working shoes.. grr.. that made me rm50 poorer.. does that even make any sense? lol.. anyway... went to travillion a while... cos "someone" asked me to go there.. when i asked who else is there... said.. only gerald da baboon.. no one else.. alrite.. i went.. followed him to oregano.. end up.. FUH!! so many ppl.. then heard a girl calling me... turn around.. stella.. oo.. went to greet her and talk to her.. hee.. then went back to talkin to dat idiot.. then heard someone calling me again.. look up.. end of the table.. chung aik.. hmm.. lol.. went to talk to him.. next to him? ivan.. opposite them? jade, timmy and terry.. hmm.. lol.. so called no one i know.. ergh.. lol.. talked to them a while.. den idiot called me sobb sobb.. lol.. fine.. go talk to him.. then baboon was tryin to bully me.. hmm.. nah.. unintentionally.. lol.. anyway... i had to go off after that.. oh well... came home... did some things.. now im online.. blogging this.. hmm.. that's my life today.. seeyahs! hee!!

being bullied

my sweetie is bullying me on the phone.. *sob sob*

exam-ingg..

lol..when i look at the title im gonna have for this post..it makes me laugh.. lol.. y? cos.. it's exams? lol.. im damn STRESSED! argh.. oh well... actually i don plan to blog today... but... oh well... nth else to blog liaooo!! heeee!! im hungry.. and missing him.. sob..