some pictures unposted..

crying my last tears.. they'll never fall again... u make me smile...


the monkey said.. "STOP! STARING AT ME!"


compare this two.. which do u think belongs to me? hee!!


my k-time twists.. hun loves it.. lol..


dragon fruit..


my ski bar delite..


exam atmosphere during recess..my seat is just somewhere nearby.. lol..


yes please wipe ur stinky feet b4 entering my blog..


my tatty bear drawing..


hmm..


that's the one i have on my leg.. drew it yesteday during exam.. haha..


finger tattoo..and i got 2 demerits for that.. i had a clean record and this ruined it..


my arm tattoo..

finally~ my fidelity of life...

to start off..stare at my funny face below...*big grin*


i actually banged the back of my head b4 taking this pic and it ached badly and i'm still smiling..

i've just realised...that... i haven't been bloggin..since i came back from kl? omg... that's like.. a total new record for me.. hee.. anyway... there's been a lot going round lately... havin exams.. and heck? ugh.. im lack of sleep, dehydrating, half dead? just plain sore.. and a cat is purring madly outside... sigh... well... been busy for the past few days catching up on my studies... heck i've not realised how much there is to catch up on.. =P hey im a rebel after all rite? *grins* going to the state library a hell lot lately.. sigh... anyway... it was mother's day on sunday.. went out with my hun to get a gift for my mum on friday.. supposed to go out for a movie and stuff.. ended up we couldn't catch the earliest one.. sigh... sad.. anyway... bought my mum a nice perfume at body shop.. he chose it.. i just went round sniffing like a dog.. [just kiddin] lol.. after payin for it hun decided to get a nice paper bag and lifted my spirits when he said the bag's for me.. ended up it wasnt.. hmphh... lol.. went round parkson after that.. looked at the toys.. how childish of us eh? *huge grin*


just how adorable he gets playing a round with the teddy dat says "love me lots"..lol..sweet..

called my dad to come and pick me up at 9..there was a jam as it was wesak day and they had the parade thing going on that nite.. my dad merely missed the road block down ellis road.. whew.. got home... made a nice box for the perfume..but..i currently don have the pictures in my phone anymore... hmm.. anyway... mum woke up from her sleep around 12... came into da room... look at me lying on da bed there like someone love sick.. said "eh u don always like this until neglect ur studies ar i tell u.." *walks away* inside i was thinking... scold me don even noe wad i had been up to.. sniff.. sigh... nvm... mother's day comin.. give u face a bit.. lol.. went to bed after that then.. woke up next morning, sat, arnd 7 smth? hun was awake.. both decided to fall into an hour long's slumber.. unfortunately i slept on till 9..stayed in bed till 10 as usual... i miss my sat routines of waking up at 12.30.. sob.. mum showed me my FAVORITE [mark that.."favorite"] it was left to drown in clorox..sigh.. and.. the results..


the end of my favorite body glove shirt.. sigh..

got ready for theory class.. waited for my dad to come home with my breakfast..kolo mee.. hmm.. rushed off for theory class then... sat there feeling so blur... don noe wad mrs. sim was talking about.. something about faults in music writing? interrupted? smth like dat... ugh.. then i found something interesting...


last year's rainforest opening nite performance in eastern times!! whoo!! bet neither of u can spot me.. lol..

hmmm.. came back home... made SUSHI!! yummy.. din get to snap any pics at all... mum's sushi roll was kinda a mess... fat and flabby... mine was tight and small... damn dat sounds.. a lil... erotic? hmm.. anyway... dad ruined my appetite... by complainin this and that.. and he never understands dat when my face reads "don-mess-with-me" i mean it.. sigh... went into the room to finish my theory work after that.. got ready for my guitar class and ballet then... it was tiring as usual... strummed the same song.. photograph by nickelback... hmm.. ballet was.. interesting.. refreshed memories of the sleeping beauty act we did the previous year... and i... did all 5 fairy parts at one go as they forgot.. hmm.. it hurt my brain and my butt.. oh well... was supposed to go to youth.. but i didn't.. hey my butt was aching alrite? lol.. anyway... had church the next day.. [currently havin beryl's bitter sweet chocolate while bloggin this] went for lunch... it was too late to go and get my hair trimmed... went for ballet at 2... finished at 3.30.. stayed in imh.. it was kinda funny then.. after i hung up with him on the phone... was sooo tired.. sat on the couch outside my piano studio... it was so cool there with the fan twirling.. tried to sleep... from 4pm.. closed my eye... *someone walks past* i wake up.. went on till i finally dozed off at 4.10.. jerked awake at 4.20.. looked at my watch.. "CRAP!!" dash into the studio.. my class started 5 mins ago.. =) hehe.. well.. went home... STUDIED... ugh.. add maths paper the next day... sigh... and bm... technically... i DON'T know what i actually wrote in my essay... darn.. went to the library again... to study for my bio... as usual... didn't study again... hehs.. went home.. skipped tuition.. STUDIED this time... lol.. [currently eating dragonfruit] damn... lol.. i've had.. one k-time twists, two choc waffles thing, 2 apricot golden boronia nougats and one beryl's? i've such an odd lunch.. hmm.. anyway... yesterday.. bio paper was... alrite i hope.. sigh... english.. hah! i think i'm mentally havin a CRACK in my head writing something i'm not up to writing at all for the continuous part of the essay... ugh.. "freedom"'s the title.. crap.. lol.. well... went to the library.. got myself registered..

lady : did u bring ur student card?
me : erm i don have a student card.. i only have my i.c..
lady : then how to prove u're a student?
me : er.. i'm still 16?
lady : *look at my i.c.* oh.. form 5.. ok.. u go there blablablabla

lol.. heck.. haha.. anyway... hun came arnd 4.15.. i left at 4.45.. sob... sigh... went home.. studied.. [I NEED SLEEP!!!] sigh... slept at 11.45 after hanging up the phone.. slept under his command.. *grin* woke up at 3.30.. dragged myself to the room next door.. opened my bio book.. looked at the wordings.. rested my head on my soft baby pillows.. and slept.. till i woke up.. 4.30!! i wasted an hour SLEEPING! *sob* tried to study study study till time for school... sigh... da physics paper went fine.. i hope... bio... cant believe it.. even da girl next to me was sleeping thru the first half of the paper... think she slept for more than an hour.. lol.. look that's her pigging.. haha! >>>

anyway... school ended.. came home.. suppose to sleep..under his command.. but due to the fact that im not done with my blogging yet.. sigh.. *drags* lol.. well... that's all for today actually.. hehs.. so dat's all i presume... another week of exam to go.. wish me all the luck in the world then.. hehehehe... oh well... i guess that's all i have to blog for today then... till then... tata.. hmmm... i'm currently on the phone talking to nobody? weird.. my hairy baboon fren is odd... VERY odd.. and he calls me a foosa... lol.. wad to do.. dat's how crazy people get around me.. hmmm.. oh well... that's all then...

back from kl... ^^*

yes peeps! im BACK from kl!!! and it was just soooo TIRING!! lol.. shall we start from.. friday? alright then!

Friday [5th May 2006]

flight was at 7.. had to miss school again.. hmmm.. lol.. woke up at 5.. and my aunt and uncle stayin nearby came to send my parents, my eldest sis and hubby, and me to the airport.. was extremely TIRED after all the "i'm-tryin-to-stuff-my-clothes-and-things-into-my-bag" nite.. lol.. it may be a 3 days 2 nites trip but still.. i gotta pack my outfit for my sister's weddin too rite? [forgot to mention.. the food in the plane SUCKS!! the omelete was GREEN and the sausage? about the size of ur thumb only]] hmm.. arrived at kl... went to drop of our baggages at Holiday Villa Subang Resort and went to One Utama after that.. went walkin in and out of stores again as usual... hmm.. bought Vanilla Beam ice cream from Gelare and went to my favorite outlet.. Body Glove.. tried on this pink blouse with collar and a denim skirtit's so matching rite? lol..

anyway... msged my "boo" all the way... after he came back from school.. went to buy sushi for lunch.. ate at the foodcourt tho.. hmm.. went back to the hotel after that.. i had my OWN room!!! yeeha!! lol.. watched one of my fav movie.. Flubber.. he's just sooo adorable!! especially when he started dancing.. hmm..
cute rite?

lol.. went to take my shower after that.. a nice bubble bath in da tub.. got ready for dinner at my bro-in-law's place.. there was a black out den.. da electricity got cut off.. hmm.. saw the next door neighbour's puppy.. it's just sooo ADORABLE!!
so white and adorable...i wan it.. sob..

lol.. went back to the hotel after that.. sis stayed with me.. slept kinda early.. but was a bit too excited to sleep myself.. must have missed my "boo" too much..

Saturday [6th May 2006]

hmm.. woke up at 5.30 da next morning.. followed my sis down for breakfast around 6? hmm.. we were d only ppl there.. had da usual cereals.. scrambled egg.. and some chicken sausage.. had some fruit juice.. 2 glasses actually.. a mixture of guava with mango and orange.. it tasted GOOD! hey i'm always up to crazy things but it always taste good.. hmm.. lol.. went upstairs to get our clothes and stuff and headed to the saloon then.. got my eyebrows done.. finally... it looks better now... and da shape is better than the one last year.. they helped to blow my hair straight.. they insisted and asked me not to be shy.. hmm.. changed into my outfit and put on my make up and stuff.. this was how i looked like.. dang.. my eyes are so small.. so pitiful rite? lol..

took some pictures b4 leaving the hotel for church.. the guy at da saloon who plucked my eyebrows for me helped to take the pics for us with my cam..there..sis jayne's missing.. sigh..

headed to the church then..there's the mass.. with holy communion but strictly for catholics only? oh well.. lol.. after it was all over.. we headed downstairs for refreshments.. lunch actually.. den went back to the hotel.. sis got ready and went back to the saloon and stuff around 2.. while i went swimmin with my eldest sister and her husband.. went to the jacuzzi which was friggin cold.. isn't it suppose to be hot? hrm... the oddness.. oh well.. went into the steam room after that.. and my bro in law actually followed us into the female's steam room? heck! luckily it was EMPTY.. lol.. anyway... went back to the room to change into shorts.. leave the bikini top.. went downstairs to the bowling area.. and heck.. the guy was practically playin a joke on us.. lettin us in and askin for da quantity of ppl playin and decided to send my sis and i back to our rooms due to "i'm sorry miss but u're not allowed to wear singlet.." wad da.. ish! went upstairs and changed.. told my sis on the way down in da elevator that if the guy says "sorry miss but u're not allowed to wear shorts.." i'll KICK him hard..
this was what i wore.. -.-"

anyway... went back up to shower and get ready after that.. im cancelling the conflict part of what happens after that.. hmm.. gotten changed and stuff.. sis jayne came... was msgin my "boo" all the while.. forever there for me.. hmm.. sweet.. gotten my make up and everything done..
how i looked like.. hmm.. my eyelashed was just like a doll's.. >.<" lol.. ] went down for tea ceremony... then it was dinner time.. it was just sooo GRAND!! in other words.. aristocratic!! exTRAVAGANT!! sigh... it started off with their entrance into the ballroom.. oh.. the wedding dinner was held at the classics ballroom just downstairs at da hotel.. there was a live band playing too... after the couple sat down.. there was a special performance.. with two BIG swans... i'll post the video up soon.. hehe.. ended with 3 ppl holding signs up.. 1st was 'Marriage Made In Heaven'.. 2nd.. 'Dinner Is Served'..funny i noe.. lol.. 3rd.. 'Allan [crossbow heart] Loves Anna'.. and da dinner starts with live band playin.. and me starting off with a glass of scotch whisky then.. dinner went on.. then there was red wine.. and then 4 glasses of white wine.. honestly.. white wine tastes better than red wine.. and everyone starts to dance then.. and i started gettin a lil high then.. with aunt stephanie cheering my glass.. hmm.. danced the nite out for the very first time in my life.. my parents, sis jayne, sis leela and her husband had gone up by 11.. i stayed a lil longer till it was past 12... and my "boo" kept me companied.. sigh...this was how i looked like before the nite actually ended.. hehs..

we danced to the twist.. YMCA.. La Bamba.. and PRACTICALLY all those yummy oldies that just cant keep u off ur feet.. u just gotta dance and dance.. *slurp* then it was time to rest.. went back up to the room.. and my SUPER DRUNKEN bro in law practically did, asked, and said the silliest things ever.. for instance..

*in the elevator with my sis and bro in law*

him: *looks at me den look at my sis* who is she?
her: my sister la!
him: *wad's her name?
her: ivanna!
him: wad's she doing here?
me: *laughing away like mad* lol!!

outside my room.. my mum, him and her..

her: *to him* u noe who's she?
him: ur mother la..
her: wad u call her?
him: *smiles to my mum* mother *walks into the room smiling*
my mum: *so blur and laughing*

LOL!! the craziest things just happened when u're drunk.. my "boo" spent the nite with me.. hehs.. actually he went to bed around 1.. but told me to TRY and wake him if there's anything.. and i woke him around..2 smth? nearly 3 i tink.. and he called and accompanied me.. and den msged till i went to bed at 4..

Sunday [7th May 2006]

happy 17th bdae my "boo"!!

had my "boo" called me den.. and talked.. i was a lil feverish then.. hmm.. went on chattin.. till i went down for breakfast after sending him back to bed cos of headache.. hmm.. nth much after that then... watched baby geniuses.. so cute.. sigh.. lol.. flight was at 5.05pm.. after sending jayne back to her apartment at puchong.. rushed to the airport then at 110kM/h.. whoa... kl highways.. tsk tsk.. lol.. da food tasted better this time.. at LEAST.. lol.. reached home around 7... took my bath... unpacked my bag.. read my storybook.. suppose to read my bio.. lol.. but i was on cloud 10.. thanks to my "boo".. hehs.. smiled the whole nite even to bed.. lol.. went to bed then... my "boo" tucked me in.. ^^" hehs..

today [8th May 2006]

was soooo DAMN TIRED IN SCHOOL!! lol.. ask suleen about it... sigh... oh well... guess that's all... havin tuition in like... and hour's time? sigh... till then... missin my "boo".. *winks*
i drew this last nite..lol.. for my "boo"..

currently missing : suleen... caryn.. wendy.. anthea.. and my "BOO"..

more picsss..

me and my best fren suleen.. peace.. she feels cute all the time.. lol!


me and my sis anna.. she's the bride to be.. lol!


one of the dresses at zerlina..


some dress that i tried at vision boutique..


it's so white.. it's so angelic.. it's just beautiful... sigh.. i wish i own it..


see!! don fart!! lol!! be silent!! *puuuttt!!* lol!! this was in the cc.. hahaha!!


feeling a lil bored and lonely? lol.. naww just jokin..

more of my pics..

on the way to.. er.. don remember.. parkson i guess.. lol..


some mini skirt that i wanted to buy... lol..


me on da way to hock lee on monday morning..so early ar.. b4 10..


be cool..


me and caryn looking into thin air during our long and boring seminar talk in school..

picturesss!!!

these pics were during my dad's be-earlied bdae bash at lok thian.. hee hee hee.. look at bighead in the middle..my bro in law typed that i didn't..lol!!

my eldest sis, my dad, my second sis, my mum, and me..


lemon chicken..


cod fish.. with soy sauce.. yummy..


jap noodles.. lookin yummy..

sizzling hot jap tofu... yum yum..

shreded duck meat and abalone soup..


some vege from the jungle.. lol!!


da first dish for my dad's bdae dinner..mixed vege.. slurp..

im leaving on a jetplane..

yeah..im leaving..again...tomorrow..at 7 smth..meanin i gotta wake up at 4..meaning im gonna miss school again..meaning..exam's drawing nearer..meaning..after this i'll be alone while my sisters go back to aus..meaning..i wont be seen as crazy around much anymore..meaning..im just gonna be different..sigh.. it's been a long boring day in school.. had backache den.. sigh.. suleen finally came back to school.. but i slept thru both periods of bio.. due to tummy problems.. was feeling a bit of nausea and my back was hurtin real BAD.. sigh... went to class... thought i would be able to get some rest during add maths but guess wad? the history teacher came in instead.. sigh... but we had the fourth period free instead... and recess.. forgot dat i actually had class duty today... was wandering around downstairs with suleen.. [[stinkin chiwi din come..]] and da shit-tiest thing of all? i got a demerit.. 2 actually.. fck.. for da stupidest reason ever.. u drew ur hand.. u're not allowed to draw ur hand.. -.- .. it's my hand and i do wad i wan with it.. y do u ppl have to bother.. knn ar.. sigh... oh well... wadever lah.. i have a clean record anyway... wait.. i HAD a clean record... sigh.. today was the interschool choir competition... fortunately... my duty area was just below the hall when they announced the results.. st3 came in third.. st mary came in 2nd.. and the winning school is green road... congrats to grss i guess... honestly... a choir without any bass or tenor can never make it to the top... u need harmony in this... oh well.. saw my old fren.. lo hang sem.. haven seen him for long... heard someone call me.. look up.. kim seng.. my goody goody fren... lol.. gave them a sign of peace and went off to find my fren... was blocked by my lil juniors... kicked their butts tho.. lol! i noe im mean... but it's my last yr of school... lol.. went down again during the first period after recess... was skipping and jumping practically dancing all the way to the pusat sumber when i reached there and realised that i left my usb drive on my table.. ran back and met slowpoke suleen and asked her to fetch it for me.. saw some peeps.. including 2 that emptied ribbons on me last yr during some dinner.. *wink* malcolm, anthony, ignatius and timothy.. lol.. waited for my turn to use the comp outside the staffroom below the hall.. saw more of my old frens this time... lol.. eileen and jin yin.. yay.. lol.. saw kim kim again and asked him to come down.. makes things easier.. i have a backache remember? lol.. talked to him a bit and stuff.. and boy wasnt he RED in da face.. for some particular reason.. [psssttt..i wont tell y don worry.. *wink*]] lol.. he went up after that.. and i went for my turn at the comp... went back to class after that and stuff.. hey it's been quite a bright and colourful day for me at school don u tink so? lol.. it's been GREAT.. lol.. except the small offence i did.. *snorts* still don believe it myself.. and yea im still trying to post pics in my blog.. sigh.. annoying.. lol.. oh well... i guess that's all... gonna continue that love storm movie now.. till then.. sayonara! *wink*

im living in a dream and i don wanna wake up from it...help me..save me.. prove ur love to me.. prove that it is real.. that i wont get hurt anymore... let me trust u.. let me mend my broken heart... cos i don wanna leave u ever...

my blog holds memories that i cant keep in my heart..not that i dont want to..but there's just no more space..